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2009-08-30T19:32:00.002+08:00

Payung tak perlu. Hees. :D

Headed to Bugis with grandmommah and Acha.
Spent a whole whole lot on shirts/skirts/dresses and etc.
Lunch at Burger King, yes. Hehe, shhhh.
Went shopping again. Grandmommah's turn.
Walked to Arab Street and bought food for breakfast.

Overall, I had a great day ah siut. Yeahhhhs. :D
About lunch, deedi became the devil and hasot Acha and grandmommah.

It's a secret. Nenek aku geyrek! ^^

2009-08-28T14:07:00.004+08:00

People are just jealous,

that's why they bother about others life.

This is the last thing I'm ever going to post about this mo-fucking bitch. You wonder why I dont admit my mistakes? Eh, hello. I did admit it that I bitched about you in my private blog. -.- Dasar stupid. Yes, I'm a minah drop out, why do you bother? Atleast I've got brains to think unlike you. Did I even show any sign that I'm at lost or I've lost? You said if only murdering is allowed, you would cut of my fucking head? Eh, sial ah. When I'm right infront of your fucking face, all you did was show me that "tak perlu" face. And oi, aku diam2, tak kacau kau, kau nak step manernyerh cyber gangster. You have a big mouth but, a small heart. You just know how to fuck people in the cyber world. But in reality, you just keep your mouth shut. Merepek.

Hey bitch, I dont want to touch you cause youre the disease! I dont want to look at you cause youre a sore in the eyes! I dont want to talk to you cause I woudlnt want to waste my precious time/saliva on you. Lastly, I dont want to whatever you cause you bring no good. And oh, whatever I said in your blog, you delete it? Only some parts. Why? Cause youre ashamed of others reading it? Hahs, its ok. My tagb is full of your bullshits and here I am posting out all of it. Thanks for wasting your bloody time coming into my blog to see wether I've updated about you. And thanks for making me famous. I really really thank you but seriously, I'm already famous. I dont need your help. :) People must be wondering why we're fighting. Here's how it goes.

I walked passed this bitch several times, as she is my senior, I smiled at her. And what I got back was that fucking tak perlu face. Eventhough it happened several times, I still try to smile when I see her. Only when it got too much, I bitched about her in my private blog. She got to know from her "only bestfriend in school" and she started staring when she sees me in school. But whenever deedi stare balek, she will look at different places macam budak bodoh baru dapat surat ijau. LOL. After that, I dont even bother about her and she(the cyber gangster) came into my blog and started spamming. I still reply her with respect only when she said, "Eh, mak kau bodoh sak!" thats when I got boiled. I fight back. If you people think she's at fault, thanks for your support. If you think it's me, go ahead and side that mo-fucker. Serious ah, aku tak bother sak. And they way she say, "Eeeee, minah drop out cuci jamban." seriously sounds as if she's the kid right now. Childish acts will not be entertained. :)

I'm still cool. :D

2009-08-25T09:02:00.003+08:00

Tetek aku tak macam Golly Sandra.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Dont bother to layan Golly Sandra's bullshits anymore.

Yay, otp-ed with B yesterday. I miss you ah, B. One month seh. :[

Nevermind, should endure and already enduring. Tsk. I need a hug ah!

From Muhd Lufti, obbbviously. Hehs. I've created tagged. xp

[ deedidaisy-@live.com.sg ] Add ahk? Fs sudah dibuang.

Ahhh, perut bunyik siut. La-hahaha-pa! Tsk.

Dont think about food. D O S A ah siut!

ASTAGFIRULLAHALAZIM !

Haha, tak perlu. -.-

2009-08-24T09:02:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings. I'm back. It's been long.

I ain't schooling anymore. No need to know why.
And Golly Sandra / Zakiah, I swear, you're going to get it from me.
Go alert your boyf and such alright? I dont fucking care. Slut. Fuck you ah.

Golly Sandra
She hates minahrep but she talks like one.
She thinks everybody in school likes her but, no.
She drinks soya bean everyday to large up that flat breast.
(But seriously eh, it's not working. Not even an inch taller.)
She looks pretty in pictures but in life, eee. One word describes her best.
WITCH - Thanks to that nose of hers. Here's a new nickname for you, slut.

I admit, bitching bout you in my private blog. All because, I kept smiling at you several times and you gave me that fucking "tak perlu" face. I know you hated me from that part. So yeah, hate me and I'll hate you back like of course! And then you came into my blog and start spamming. I know I said, "Asal depan2 taknak bebual? Why do you have to be a "cyber gangster" and spamspam aku?" And now, you readers should read me tagb and see she's using back all my words after editing/summarizing it a little.

Golly, mak kau lagik bodoh dari mak aku.
CYBER GANGSTER in cyber world, an OUTCAST in the real world.
That's what the whole school describe you as. OUTCAST.

2009-08-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

Current mood : Ask your dad. -.-

I dont really know what I should post here.
I miss my babygirls. Bird, Aisyah, Shermaine and Yenn.
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Forgive me cause I kept on phaitao-ing korg.
I'm having problems here. I need you guys right now. :(
I miss you guys, I swear. I swear. I swear! I love you, I love you.
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I miss slapping you guys punye butt.

2009-08-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I've post.

H - E - L - L - O Earthlings.

Err, life's been great? Yeah. o.O

7 more days to 5th month.

2009-07-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhh, my legs are hurttttting. :'(

I ran too much. Like just now. B, me and Mimi was playing catching.

At the playground somemore. Childish? Well, it's true. Hahs!

I fell down alot as B kept chasing me more then chasing Mimi!

But overall, I had awhole lots of fun. Lamer tak playplay.

Hah! I'm missing B too. When are you calling? O.o

Urghh, tomorrow's schooling. Hurray!

Go home early! ^^ YAY!

2009-07-19T19:19:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I've updated my blog.

Ahhh, so many things had happened. Happy/Sad/Madness/Love.
I've been stronger, I guess. Or maybe stupid. Whatever. Dont want to share.
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School's been okeh. I'm starting to study/focus in class. Woweeeeh! ^^
I dont want to retain ah. I have my own dreams too ahk. This, that.
Ok, enough about dreams/etc. Both my blog's dead ah. Haha.
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Happy bilated Birthday Teamin/Haiza.
x)

feekatek - Dah link you. Imyt! ^^
JuboBlinking - Tak suke ah. Haha! Jk. KJC what?
Naadd - Linked already. You are? (:
emelda - Linked already, pretty!
Sherry/Yana ! - Dah re-link. Love you too bestie.
Debbie.J - Okies, done! ^^ Thanks anyway.

2009-07-12T03:34:00.003+08:00

This girl not your doll, okeh?

I think B's asleep. :( Pity. After opening that gerobok, I bet B's super tired. Awww. Ok, whatever. I cant get to sleep. Tsktsk. I should fell asleep by now after doing all those stretches. I spent hours doing spilt and etc to get my body super flexible. Huhak! xp Ohhh, I miss B. Tsk. I dont really know what to say other then talking about B. You guys confirm2 bosan kan, kan? Sorry ah. Deedi tak bbl pasal B lagik okeh? Last last, aku rindu B gile gile. K, dah. :D Hmm, plans for today? Idk.

JuboBlinking - I'm bored too, HELLO! :D

2009-07-10T22:31:00.008+08:00

Sumer dah angkat paiseyh? K, best.

In just one night, ni cite dah jadi super hot. So, some people is getting the wrong info. Misunderstandings. Nolin was pissed with Lyn. Dorg decide nak gadoh. Shasha backup Nolin so Deedi backup kan Lyn. And dorg nye side ckp nak masok campo kan laki2. So, Deedi nye side sumer turon. After that dah turon, Nolin angkat paiseh. I want to apologise too cause I was super rude to you. Maaf okeh? And so after that, Shasha bilang B yg Deedi plan ni sumer. Deedi ngamok abeyh Shasha angkat paiseh. K, buat bodoh. Abeyh lepas tu hal Rini pulak timbol. Rini, I got no hard feelings towards you k? B told me to forgive and forget. Dah k. Tu aje. But serious ah, waste time seh B turon bawak budak sumer. -.-

Atleast everything's okeh, right? Rightttt.
Happy 2 monthsary in few hours advanced. ^^

kak aina ; Oh, yeah. I like. I know you suka too. :D
achik ; Takde keje pe pggl Deedi boncet? -.-
JuboBlinking ; Yaaa, so mean sia you. Tau ah boring. xp
Lala Deluna Bangs ; Hello! Exchange links alright?
DebbieJ ; Will link you asap sweets. ^^

2009-07-06T22:07:00.004+08:00

Fringe sedeh siut kene chopped.

I dont know how to describe my retarded fringe. 1/3 of it is slunted, the other portion is bangs. Terrific, I know. Ok, whatever. I'll be clipping it up to school. :D Haha, you cannot seee! ;p K, enough. Headed bugis today. Before that went ICA(eh?) to make IC. I shopped alot siut. Baju, make-ups, hanbag. Well, not handbag. That's what mum bought. I forgot what brand, $100+. Oh, I fell in love with that Guess/Sembonia handbag! Mum promised that she will buy me another handbag. Better. Better be better! Haha. Tomorrow school! :(

QikinJepon - Haha! Link me alright? :) Hows you?
JuboBlinking - Yes, I do. Chat soon okeh? :D

Blog ni boring ahhhh.

2009-07-05T11:21:00.007+08:00

I'm missing you badly ah. Tsk. I dont know what's plan for today. Family day? Maybe. Well, headed tampinese yesterday. And oh, after 12345months, I met Aishah. Ohmomo, miss you ah girl. She changed ah. Soooo fast. Ok, whatever. Yay to youth day tomorrow. I kinda feel lazy to school. I havent even bought my maths/physics/geography textbook. Terrible, I know. ~ I dont care eh eh eh eh eh. :) I couldnt sleep yesterday so I camwhore my ass off. Around few hundred shots till I had difficulties in breathing. Nyahahas, bedek ah! I'll reply to tagb soon.

To Ajeera, we may not be close.
But I'll pray hard for you to be well, alright?
All the best, new friend. Meet again soon. I like you.
x)

Deedi bukannnnnnnnn lesbian ah.

:) - Sorry late reply. I'm schooling at Christ Church secondary. Whoever you are, if you see me, wave alright?
Ahhhdi! - Everything's ok already. Thanks alot friend. ^^
JuboBlinking - Of course ah! I'm fine as always. Hbu?

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2009-07-03T21:40:00.003+08:00

Fuck your own dad ah.

Ask him to lick that hairy/smelly pussy of yours okeh?
Tsk. Stupid Acha finished all of my ciggies. -.-
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Ok, I'm not pissed with Acha ah eh. I just damn this bitch.
Muke kalau lawa tak ape siak. Eeeeek. Abeyh fana-.
Nak step big fuck/minah rep(tak menjadi).
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Not knowing the real defination of a minah rep, please dont use it.
Please ah please. My eyes sores looking at your hot pics.
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You dont have to be proud and put in your fs ah eh.
It's nothing, I swear. Merepek ah seh.
Oh, dont step gerek nan aku.

Deedi hates/anti people like you.

2009-07-03T13:54:00.004+08:00

IF YOU'RE NOT MUHD LUFTI BIN LATIF AND
YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND, MEANS I DONT LOVE YOU.
I SWEAR/PROMISE/SWEAR/PROMISE/SWEAR. :)

Michael Jackson, my bestfriend. :'(

2009-06-30T21:17:00.007+08:00

passerby - Yes, I'm already attach. (:
Leen - I'm fine. Hbu? Been busy this days. Imyt.
nur - Yes, I'm a friend of Sherry/yana. Whoever you are, why should you bother? I'm not close with them anymore but seriously, get a life. No need to bother about others life okeh? And it's my choice to choose who I want to be with. Simple enough to understand?

Baru letak tagboard balek niari. Dah kecoh. -.-
Siut ah, korg takleh jumpe blog Sherry, blog aku pon jadi ah?
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Why should you anti-Sherry fans bother about her life?
I bet you got none. Right? Lucky guess. Tsk.
Puki ah. Deedi got no mood.

2009-06-30T12:34:00.005+08:00

Currently waiting for Michael Scofield.
He's going to end school soon. Quick! I'm bored!
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I'm sick. ~~Fever~~/runny nose/cough/sore throat. Tsk. -.-
So, Michael Scofield's going to accompany me to the doctor.
How sweet. Thank you so much. (: *yawns* Humdrum.
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School yesterday, sucked. Really sucked.
Let's make it short/simple/easy alright? Teehees. ^^

- Backgate was closed. (So was after school) -.-
- I felt like fainting. Snored all the way.
- Chemistry sucked! * thumbs down*
- Azhfar still cant stop with his "ustazah".
- Ali/Fikri colek minyak panas on me. (Tak work, sejuk ade)
- LMAO. Nicholas put minyak panas on his eyes.
- School end, high fever. Michael Scofield take me home.

Bored much? Yeah? K, diam. I dont bother to know.
I put in a tagb already. Tag! Not spam.
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Spam pon, ape deedi eran. Hahs! ^^
Michael Scofield, where are you? Quiccccck ah.

2009-06-27T17:02:00.005+08:00

Cherry cherry boom boom! ^^

It feels good getting hit by a ball on the mouth. -.- Nvm, I'm ok now.
Hahs. I'll bring an umbrealla whenever I watch takraw/soccer.
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Note to self I shall say. Huhak! So, I'm going out late. -.-
Waste my bloody time getting ready 2 hours ago.
I'm feeling super random/bored right now.
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Sorry Dan, didnt call you. Sorry friends, nvr reply to your msgs.
First, I'm super duper busy. Second, I should not go over my bill limits.
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So, hope you guys understand okeh? Ok, best. Teehees. ^^
Family's karaoke-ing. -.- Wth. My ears are suffering.
Tsk, mendak siuts. Monday school. :( Sad.

14 MORE DAYS
How cute? ^^

Taken by the best. Ro ara ara! ;]

2009-06-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

I go jalan-jalan today. Not jalan. Bareng-bareng.

Huhak! Huhak! Wahhh, rindu gila babeh already ah.

Tsk, nehmind. Buleyh jumpe next week ok?

"Asthma, asthma. Stop."

2009-06-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

:O

Why spam? Why bother others life when you've already got one?
Please ah people. Leave Sherry alone. She owe you nothing.
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Why do you people even bother about the way she is?
It's her life. You (spammers) have got a life too right? Or not?
If it's a no, well, now I understand why you bother about others life.

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I'm all set to bed. Eventhough its not even time yet. Hahs.
I've washed up and already in my pyjamas. ^^
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Yay today! I'm going Tiong Bahru. Jumpe Apek Ho Swee ah.
L-O-L. I'll be dead if he reads this. Hahahaha! :)
Dad's home tomorrow. Wahhh, boring.

:D:

gugu li ty

2009-06-24T02:40:00.004+08:00

Here's one thing, I dont write the same
thing over again in my private shit and unprivatised shit.

Sometimes I accidentally give too much info in my unprivatised shit.
But not to the other one. Tsk. -.- I dont know why. Dont ask.
Hmm, I cant shake this feeling. Tataw ahhh. Tsktsk.
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Alah deedi, youre also doing the same thing!
No, no. Slightly better. Not a sin ah. Of course, babi! -.-
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K, suspect je. But kalau not true? Dah, deedi sorang ajerhhh.
No, no. I should confess! I should, I should, I should. This isnt revenge.
I swear. Thats the old habit I've kicked farfarfar away. (:
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But, I'm sort of doing it again. Eh? No ah, slightly better ah.
Pfftttttt, babi ah. Skali samer2 eh. How ah?

I'm talking to myself, babi.

mibmib da

2009-06-23T16:13:00.003+08:00

Fuck previous post. Everything's ok now!
Waaahhhweeehooo.

Tsk, idk I would still have readers here. Boring kan blog deedi?
Boringgggggg. :) Haha. Rindu budak-budak 533 ah.
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Oh, I kinda miss school. But why cant the holidays be extended?
That would be s-s-super fun. Tsk. Humdrum.
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Yay, Yuzie will be coming over this Saturday! ^^
He's going to overnight here. Waaahhhweeehooo, gerek.
Tapiiiiiiiiii, Qimy takderh ah. -.-
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No fun.

rawr

2009-06-22T21:10:00.017+08:00

Current mood: Sumpah tak happy. Binget.

First thing first, I felt super stupid always giving in.
Secondly, I always told you I'm ok but actually I'm not ok!
Thirdly, who's changing? Me or you? Shit ah. Tsk.
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I couldnt get through you, so I text your friend.
Since you're always with him. Who knows he could pass the msg.
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After sending you that text, I off-ed my phone.
Distractions. I dont want any distractions. Not in a good mood.
I'll switch it on when I feel like switching it on alright?
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Go ahead and put me aside! Have fun with your friends.
I'm so so so happy being in this position right now!

Ahhh, I'm writing all of this as if you're going to read this.
Deedi sungguh bodoh. Betol, betol. -.-

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I dont want to give up because I love you too much already.
I dont want to see you changing back to your ownself.
I dont want to loose you anymore. Do you?

DO YOU? DO YOU? DO YOU?
Do you ever thought about me?

Lets make it short and simple..
"I always told you I'm ok but actually I'm not ok!"

2009-06-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO, HELLO?
This blog is dead. Hell yeah. x-x
Sorry, I love focusing more on my private blog.

Hmm, goodbye, dead blog.
Im so not going to delete this blog.
Dont need to know why. K, bye. Wasalaulaula~

2009-06-04T03:13:00.002+08:00

I cant stop crying. Nobody understand why.

Nobody bothers. I dont bother sharing to anybody too.
Deedi, just endure. Fuckshit, endure. Endure, endure, endure.
You are a dog. You should accept it for what you are. Endure, bitch.

pantat

2009-06-03T01:27:00.006+08:00

Aku giget kau baru tau~
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So, I cant get to bed. I'm feeling super bored and random. I miss my boyfriend. I miss my girlfriends. I cant wait for Mimi to chop his dick. Ohmy, ohmy. Why am I so excited about choping dick? Tsk, I cant stop scratching my head even though it doesnt itch. I guess I'm just being random. :]

I'd love to try and chop someone dick with a samurai.

saranghae

2009-06-02T02:25:00.018+08:00

I'm keeping this blog.

Know why, know why? There's so many people wanting me to invite them to my private blog. I'm still using my private blog too. This blog is open for unwanted people. Dont get me wrong. I'm not sombong or whatever. I just dont like inviting people whom I dont know to be reading my private shit.

Thats why its called private. Sorry if I didnt invite those who wanted me to. I invite those whom I know, whom I closed with and those who are my friends. Hope you guys understand alright? I dont really bother if this blog is dead. Nak mati, mati uh kau. Hah, joking. I'll keep it alive alright? (:

It's 3:30pm. I fake my mum. I told her I was going to clean up the room. But I'm happily sitting infront of the computer continuing to blog. One whole week I'll be busy. Since Mimi's going to chop dick. Woots, I want to see. x) Thank god girls have got no dick to chop. Haha. Pity boys. Nyahahas.

9 MORE DAYS to go.

She said she hated sex. She said she wants to try having sex. Wtf is this?
When girlfs talk about sex whatsoever stuffs, what will you say? "Eeek, bitch."
But, you kept asking girlfs, "How it feels like? I want to try."

One word describe you really well. Desperate.
Psst, I tell you what. We never liked you. Never. Youre too desperate.

2009-05-10T11:53:00.004+08:00

♥ All spotlight on me! :D

All spotlight on me alright? Im not gg to talk about other humanoids.
Everything on me, me, me! Haha! K, im gg out soon with family.
Yesterday Abg Farhan treated us all makan. Thanks Abg!

I pissed Lufti off yesterday. :x Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry dearest!
I love you this big ok? Hahaha! I miss you. Friday is too long.
Miss you lots. I want your hugs, I want your kiss. Haahs!

2009-05-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

My tagb's a mess. If you want to know how it happen ill write it ALL down.
Before Ali came and attack you, he already hated you so much.
I know it was because of something someone said.

Ali told me to stay away from you. He told me the reason why.
I got pissed. I told him what you said, thats my fault.
But, what I said to him isnt the one that makes him soooo hot.

Before I spilled out everything, Ali already said that he wanted to attack you.
~Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Yeah peeps, keep blaming me alright?

*sticks out middle finger*

2009-05-09T00:12:00.011+08:00

About what Golly says in my tagb, she apologised. So do I.
Golly never hate me for being jealous that me and Nabil used to be close.
~~My Rudeboy~~, Nabil. Hope youre reading this. Well, now I know you.
I never expect things to be like this. But hey, I just know that youre a fool.

I dont feel like talking or looking at you anymore. Sorry.
If youre confused or whatsoever stuff like how Ali got pissed, ask.
My head's already cracking with this big fight between you and Ali. Tsk.
Not only that. There's a fucking rumour spreading about me and Dan.

Hmm, this has got nothing to do with the rumours about me and Dan.
Why rumours and stuffs spreads so fast in Christ Church Sec?
Is this school is where busybodies were born? Sorry to say. But I have to.
Please people, you guys dont have to be so busybody about others.

Nabil, I know youre pissed with me.
Im pissed with you too. You should know why.

2009-05-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

Achik and An, pleaseeeee be strong. I know how you feel.
Im sorry for your lost. Ill pray for Cik Omar's peace.
What Acha said was true, korg dah macam our adek-beradek.

Me and Acha will always be there for you.
I promise, I swear. Pleaseeeeeee, be strong, Achik and An.
;'(

People, good-luck for tomorrow papers.

2009-05-06T19:28:00.007+08:00

I swear I was laughing my arse off.

~ Gahhh, tired. School was ok cause we rarely study.
And oh, my skirt pin broke and Ms Nadiah was so smart.
She used her hairpin to hold up my skirt. Lol, I know.

After school headed to Novena to accompany my mum.
Before that, Rohaizat was being super irritating.
He kept singing to me out loud cause he knows
thats an easy way to get me irritated.

Hurray, Rohaizat!

-.-

2009-05-05T14:27:00.015+08:00

Areumdaun minyeoreul joahamyeon gosaenghanda?

True, but not all. What about me? Say no. Im having a slight fever and a terrible headache. I cant get out of bed. My head's cracking shit. Erghhhhh! I wanted to pee, I got out of bed and hit my head on the door. Great, I see the door yet I walked straight towards it. I feel abit better now so, I decided to continue blogging. I have to go to school tomorrow. To Achik and An, be strong.

Dad : (otp) Bukak pintu skrg. Aku dah tunggu lame.
Me : Aku? Uhkk. (Went out to open the door)
Nobody was there. -.- I called my dad back.
Me : Ayah, adek dah bukak pintu dah.
Dad : Uh? Pintu? Eh, ayah call salah org!

Right, smart.

2009-05-03T22:45:00.005+08:00

Meet my other new 5 boyfs . Hotheat rightttt ? :)
Too bad , they're not interested in you . They say youre too hideous .
Random post . What else can I say ? HUH ? HUH ? HUH ?!

2009-05-03T02:55:00.041+08:00

Eunhyukbbylv , my trusted boyf . ^^

Firstly , I want to say thank you to my Rudeboy . Thank you sooo much . And ill try my v-v-very best to stand strong . And yeah , hope you get a girlf soon , like what you wished for . K , 2am , me and Acha couldnt sleep . Both were laying on our own bed . Suddenly Acha picked up her phone eventhough it didnt rang . A big question mark landed on my forehead .

Acha ; Leeteuk oppa ! Im fine ! (... i dont remember)
(i took my phone which was my hands as i got no phone)
Me ; Shiwon shi ! Na saranghae yo ! UH ?! Acha saranghae Emu ?
(not that bloody long neck bird which looks like ostrich)
Acha ; (to me) Eh , Leetuek cakap Eunhyuk nak bbl dengan kau .
(handed over the phone to me and I accidentally hung up shiwon's call)
Me ; Eunhyuk shi ! Weather's great . Oh , na saranghae yo too !
Ok , bye Eunhyukbbylv . Mwahmwahhhhhh ! :)
(passed over the phone to acha as donghae wants to talk to her)

Acha started talking to Donghae and after that hung up the phone . We laughed our asses off then went back to bed . Nyahahahas . I adore Sham's nickname , JuboBlinking . How I wish I can see one . ;x Psst , i have a secret . You think im telling you ? Nahhh .

- Flying Solo -

" Four hours scared to fly without you here .
Now you cant get under my skin like you did before . "

Ive uploaded it in my playlist . When I ran away from home , a friend introduced me this song . I cried listening to it . I remembered how much hope he gave me and in the end , he left me flying solo . I now then noticed then ive fallen down into another trap of his . Yeah , im so dumb that I dont even realise that im in the hole . Deedi , youre a freaking dumb bitch and I mean it !

2009-05-02T16:01:00.006+08:00

Sorry Lufti cause I cant tag along with you to the Bird Park . Hahs !
Not only you . Everyone too . Especially my Rudeboy .
Wait longlong k korg ? Hahahaahah . xP

2009-04-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

2009-04-30T15:29:00.003+08:00

♥ RAWRRRRS ! DEEDI's MELTING !

Gahhhh . I swear he's hot . Nyahahas . K , ramai people came asking me , "Eh , you patched balek with Lufti ?" o.O Erm , nopeee . Hahs ! I was superb clumsy in the bus today . This guy saying he's gay is oh-so irritating . And my Rudeboy was like , "Puseng puseng . Hah !" Cause I kept turning round round round . That made me look clumsy and as the bus move , I would be grabbing someone hard as if there's earthquake . Giddy luh . Hah ! I seriously adore Nabil's smile . Hah ! Im so jealous he got that bby smile eventhough he's no more a bby . x)

Me ? I owe the babi smile . And the babi flu .
Bahahahahas ! Sumpah joking ~

2009-04-29T15:06:00.003+08:00

Alahaiii , boyf #4 . :)

Exams was kinda easy . But cant be too sure that i'd pass with flying colours . After school Lufti send me home from school . And he wanted to pinjam my guitar . Got into the house , saw my parents . My dad soro Lufti naek . -.- I acted as if I heard nothing . Under the block ngah chatting2 skali my parents came down . They wanted to go pasar . Lufti salam-ed my parents . Andddddd my parents thought he's my boyf . No , no . Pfft .

RAWRRRRRR ! No mood . Cish .

Only Freddie Fred Fred and Isky knows why . ;'(
I feel like tearing out loud to the world .

2009-04-28T22:08:00.005+08:00

You can talk all you want cause my skin is really thick

Yeah , shoutout mautsss . Lyn wrote in her shoutout that I was murahan and etc . Talk all you want okay . Im unstopable . Cheywahhhh . School was ok today . Hah ! Been a long time since I said that . Tomorrow exams ! RAWRRRR . English , I like . Hah ! Eh Nabil , my Rudeboy (friend) , serious or what you want to create a Super Dumbarse video ? Hah ! Cannot imagine eh . Lol . The way he ate his noodle macam sumpah sopan . Hah !

Got to meet Adek Naz in the morning . I swear I miss her . :) Long time since ive seen her . I wish I could spend time with her longer . I swear I love her . Miss her so freaking much . And Nolin dearest , why you upload the pics in your blog ? Think far bby , you may get yourself into trouble . Dont get into trouble please , oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee . Hees . :)

After lower sec recess , Nolin and friends were walking pass 3/9 .
Nolin (to Lyn) ; Eyyyh , pornstar ! Lonely keperh ?
Her friends ; Mama g-string ! Hah ! G-string puteh keperh ?
All ; Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pornstar ! :)
Lyn's face was like @#!$#%$ :( @#$@$% :'(((((
I swear I was laughing my arse out at the back of the class .

2009-04-26T13:44:00.006+08:00

3rd boyf , Kyuhyunbbylv . ^^

You havent see Siwon yet . ♥.♥

Hah ! I know he's cute . K , im turning myself nuts . Haha . Just finished watching BOF . :) Kim Bum superb cute . Hah ! K , 4 boyf is enough . Aingggg . Haha . Im going out soon to Tampinese . My arse just wont move but im forced to . Pfft . I dont feel like taking exams . I dont care failing . World's going to be at end soon . You wont bring your education right when youre dead ? Cish . Just have to endure few years of bad life then , world enddddddd ~ Nyahahas .

Hah ! Faizal takot matiiiii ~
Me : Aku give up studies . Lagikpon dunie nak kiamat .
Faizal : Step tau bilerhhhh je . Cish .
Me : Predictions says around 2013 gituh . :)
Faizal : Mepek je . Dah , takmu bbl pasal ni ! Aku nak idop siuts .
Kau ni dah nak mati siang kenaper ? o.O

Die faster , less sins you create . :)

2009-04-25T16:34:00.018+08:00

Second boyf , Donghaebbylv . ^^

~ Putting dick deeply in her bloody sickening throat ~

Me : Are you done cooking ? Im hungry already .

Maid : Kk , im done alreadyyyyyy . Tsk .
(I walked all the way to the kitchen , she was still cooking)
(Gave her a bloody fucking blur look o.O)
Maid : Im done but havent finished cooking yetttt .

Wtf ? What was that ? Done but havent finished . Nabeyh siak .
Sabar kau , aku takkan lepaskan kau nyerh . -.-

Current mood :

2009-04-25T02:52:00.007+08:00

Now I know why . :)

Love's gonna be extinct in my world .

I aint sure wether you truly love me or not . I dont see you giving any sign that you are interested . I just hear words like "I love you ." but I dont believe it when you said that . Youre too busy . I know we're not together but youre giving me hopes . Is this all fake ? You'll send me home after school on Wednesday right ? 3 months waiting . Is it worth ? I kept asking this superbly pathetic question in my head . Hmm , worth it tak ?

Pfft , I miss you . But I feel like giving up .

I miss Shaquell and Olah . Hahs ! Im looking forward to meet them again . Alah , rumah dekat . Datang je uhs . Hahs ! Oh , I didnt do my E-learning . Great . I felt stupid . And I am stupid . I woke up around 12 and decided to do E-learning when I got to know its closed at 12 . Wtf kan ? What ? School think I can wake up early ? Wrong answer . Pfft . Told my mum , she laughed . Like as if it was sooo funny . I swear not . o.O

~ Boy , im no more fly .

2009-04-24T01:05:00.019+08:00

♥ Oh , its Eunhyukbbylv . ^^

I want to run through a field full of flowers . Urgh , drama . -.-

RAWRRR . I just woke up . Pfftttttttt . O-O Im going to upload new photos soon . I dont have any new photos to upload here . So yeah , Eunhyuk nyerh gamba pon jadi uhs . Today's plan ; Bath , eat , watch TV , sleep , watch TV again , eat , continue watch TV , surf net and sleep . Thats how life is now . I spent most of the time watching TV . Boring kan ? I know . Thanks to probation , I cant go out anymore . Idk how long will this thing last . Pfft , pathetic . Doraemon and bbygirls wants me to come down AMK . I'd love to but tngk condition aku skrg . Hahs !

I waited for you 3 months and when I got you back , feelings fade ?

I remembered during my birthday , all plans were canceled so then I decided to buy some clothes at bugis . You tagged along . I remembered when you bought me a hugeee Mashi Maro bear . I still keep it . Its always watching me sleeping at the corner of the bed . Ill hug it tightly when im starting to miss you terribly . I miss going to the market with you . Hahs ! We were like husbands and wife . I swear I miss those moments . You changed , I changed . Everything is diffirent now .

Current mood :

2009-04-23T01:49:00.013+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRD BBY ! :D

3 years of friendship and still counting alright ? Love you bby .
And bby , imy truck lots . I only heard your voice today after few months !
Wish you luck in your studies ok ? And try Dipsy uhs . Ooops . :x
Nyahahas , jk only bby . K , love you birdy birdy bird bird !

So unfair . Aisyah , Shermaine and Bird's birthday have passed . Only me and Yenn bby . Hahs ! Im older then Yenn by 2 days ! Right ? Hahaha . They got their IC already and I know they're going to show off . Hahs ! Im notttt jealous . Well , abit . K , dont care . My leg hurts terribly . ;'( Tsk . Maybe I wont be going to school today . Sorry Sherry bby . My leg's terribly hurt . If it doesnt hurts anymore in the morning , then ill go to school alrighties ? Hees . :)

2:30pm - I got home early today . Got terrible stomach cramps . Pfft . I have to go to the doctor today . But lazy . Lets make it tomorrow alright ? Hees . K , I need company . And yay , tomorrow no-school . *jumps around* Pfft , I dont feel like taking exams .

Current mood :

2009-04-22T19:52:00.005+08:00

♥ Psst , I know you like me . (:

Ohwells , went to school late but ended up later . Hees . It was 9am already and I thought PE was finishing soon . I checked the timetable , wtf , PE was the third period ! :O Got bored called Faiz and Badiu down . So yeah , they teman-ed me untill it was going 11am . Got in the school , wrote reflections etc and got back to class . It killed time . It was already recess . Hees . I told my mum and she was like , "Padan mukerh kau !" Hah ! And Rohaizat gave a o.O look when I said , "Omg ! :O Huy looks hot with his spectacles off !" -.- Just praising someone also cannot uh ? Hah !

He send me home again after school . Got a hug and a kiss . (: Idk why I was having no mood . Well , we both agreed on being teman . Tapi mesra . (: I love my ttm lots . And he asked about Eunhyuk . Nyahahas !

2009-04-22T01:41:00.006+08:00

Im going to school tomorrow .

But , ill be coming in late . Around 9+ cause there's PE for first period . And Mr Hu dont want to accept anymore reason from me . -.- Pathetic siak . So , thats the only solution . Hees . I love my mum . Cause she's helping me out with the coming in late thing . And tomorrow maybe someone will be sending me home . :) K , I read Sherry's blog . Hahs , love bird ? Lol . And he walks macam matrep because he injured his leg lah syg . Haahaha . K , losing Lyn as a friend wasnt that bad afterall . I swear , its better if me and her were not friends . Ive got much more true friends behind my back . One real good example , Sherry bby . :)

Current mood :

2009-04-21T16:48:00.008+08:00

♥ Eunhyukbbylv ! ^^

You should watch my bbylv ! Hahs ! K , im going nuts already . Eunhyuk's the one that did the first Power Dance . ^^ Hot siulx . Watch . K , go ! :)

2009-04-21T01:26:00.006+08:00

Eyh people , cant you just let me dream ?

Gahhh , Eunhyuk will forever be my bbylv . Hahs ! I cant sleep . O-O I cant skip school anymore . I guess I have to do it the drama way . Hmm , sick bay . Yeah . Lets pretend im sick alright ? So I can sleep other then studying . Hees . And aye , Badiu ! Thanks erk . Hahs . op . Appreciate whats happening now . I wished I could hug him longer . K , stop stop stopI swear youre being the most irritating arse . I cant even post my blog with peace . He kept nudging me and sending me winks of a lady laughing like a witch . It creeps me out .

Well , when he told me he's gonna move out , I cried in my heart . When I was with him , I kept asking , "Are we going to meet again?" , "What are we ? Friends ?" . K , pathetic . St .

Eunhyuk/Sherry bbylv ! ^^

2009-04-20T19:31:00.004+08:00

If you seek Amy . (:

School today wasnt that great . Had a big fought in the toilet . K , not big . Just that the crowds were big . Even there were boys . Sewel wanted to talk to me . He asked why am I not in good terms with Lyn . Speaking of the bitch , she came . She gave me a bloody annoying stare . Here's what happen after that ..

Deedi (to Sewel and Joker) : Speaking of the sundal , ni dierh datang .
Lyn : (gave me an annoying look) Eh , what I did siak ?
Deedi : Youre asking me ? Wtf , ask yourself .
You told everyone im a loose bitch ? And what , im a good service bitch ?
Lyn : Eh , sumpah tak . (and gave me a hard push)
Deedi : Sial uh , aku takderh tolak kau , kau jgn nak tolak aku !
Kau kan minah rep , sini uhs . Butoh .
(i wanted to give a hard slap and a hard kick then the crowds were such a disturbance)
And your bloody obscene pics , its spreading . :)
And Badiu is going to give your family a visit and show your dad the pic .

Hah ! After I said to her about her pictures , mukerh dierh cuak siak . Teros lari masok toilet . Nyahahas . After that went back to class and guess what , she dont even there to give a glance on me . And during recess Nabil was getting ready . Hah ! Siao . Then after school , met dearest at 7/11 and he sent me home . Aww , just like last time . I swear I miss him . And oh , his leg is injured . Go doctor , fool ! I care ok . :)

Current mood :

2009-04-19T19:47:00.006+08:00

Hello humanoids . :)

Im feeling super duper happy that Acha got a laptop for herself . At first , she was showing one freaking attitude cause she says its small . -.- After few hour , she fell in love with it . Pfft , pathetic . Im happy cause I got the computer ! I mean I can throw away all her stupid folders and conquer the computer . Huahua . And mum says if I become a goodgirl , she would also buy for me one . So you see , the only thing im wishing for now is become a goodgirl . Nyahahas . And oh , also last long with boyf ! ^^ Yay , tomorrow im getting back to school . Weeeh .

Sherry bby , tomorrow macam biaserh . But kalau I lambat , you tunggu please . Hees . :) Eunhyuk's cute lah kkkkk . Hahs ! Yeah , you , me , different taste . Love you !

Current mood :
Oh , my dearest will be sending me home tomorrow . Hees . I miss you . :)

2009-04-19T02:18:00.005+08:00

Ssshhh , secret . Takmu blg saperh2 ok ? Hahs !

I love my boyf sooooo much . :) Hmm , just finished otp with Lufti few minutes ago . He killed my boredom . If youre reading this , thanks . Haha . Weeeeeh , joget uh joget . Hees . Im going out tommorow . To buy Acha's lappy . Pfft , beyh aku takderh ? o.O Zzzzz . I swear , I need the toilet . But one problem ; there's a huge lizard in my bathroom ! WTF . I know . Where should I pee ? Lol , ill pee tomorrow . -.- I swear I feel pathetic . Pfft . Oyah , now then I got the photos during my Malacca trip months ago ! Thanks Nina . -.-

To Sherry . I swear , I have got no feelings for Dan . He says he wants me to be his bestie . I said , "Anything but not more ." I wont betray my own bestie . I swear . Idk why im featured first in his fs profile . Do you see me featuring him back ? No right ? Please , not another misunderstanding . Ive promised myself already that I wont have any feelings for Dan . And ive kept that promise for a long time . I swear ive never had feelings for Dan . And I swear I only love Sherry . And oooooh , oh . Eunhykbbylv too . ^^

Sherry bby , ily truck lots . Here are the pictures . :)))

meet Eunhyuk's Little Nyonya . :)

2009-04-18T18:49:00.005+08:00

♥ Meet my bbylove , Eunhyuk . ^^

Gahhhhhhhh ! Pissed !

Mum's being ridiculous ! She's pissed with me cause I banged Haiza head on the window grill . Its not pain luh . Cumerh tu sundal melebeh2 jerh . -.- And mum says she wants to brenti kan my school . Alurhhh , rilek . Mum always bebual belit2 . Weeeeh , Hani and the rest is coming over ! :) Achik , deedi sorry tak dapat jumpe korg kat Tamp . Actually deedi nak giy Tamp niari but last minute plan cancel uhs . Next week k ? :) Hmpft , I think I want to get married with a Korean dude . I swear Korean dudes are super ubber hotheat like woooh . Hahs ! K , no more pissed . I love my boyf , Eunhyuk . :) He's non-malay . Still , ily bby . Last forever alright ?

And to Sherry dearest and Golly dearest , please dont fight due to misunderstandings matter . Sherry , I dont mind what people call me . Dont take it seriously cause its just the way Golly talks normally . Dont fight alright ? Both of you guys are my friend . :) And about recess , hmm , dont worry Sherry bby . Ill spend time with you and your girlfs alright ? Take turns is the best idea . :D Hees . Peace no war alright ?

Current mood :
I love my boyf ! *jumps around* ^^

2009-04-17T02:31:00.003+08:00

Another sleepless night .

Currently chatting with Firdaus . Thanks for entertaining my crap . Haha . Mum says im getting back to school next week . Weeeeeeeh . *celebrates* And Nabil says alot of peeps missed me and during recess , the table seems to be so empty without me . Haha , no worries . I'll fill up that space soon . :D And get your kicking position ready aites if you see "youknowho" ? Haha . Shhhhhhh . I miss Lup . Im trying hard to regard him as a friend , not more . I should not get hopeful . Friends je k ? K , best . -.- Awwwww , Yenn bby teared up during sports day when suddenly Shermaine talked about me . Aisyah bby told me that now they noticed how quiete it would be without me in Mayflower .

I swear I miss my MFbbys . Bird's birthday coming soon ! ^^
Sherry , imy ! :))))))))))

2009-04-16T16:42:00.002+08:00

♥ I want to ride a horse again ! :)

It's been almost a week ive been absent from school . Idk when I can get back to school . Next week maybe ? Pfft . Koko Cynonet , where have you been ? Well , we're like strangers now . Im so sorry . Remember what we've promised ? Well , I guess I broke that promise . Really am so sorry . I just cant move on . Hmpft . Saturdayyy , quick quick ! Hees . Sherry dearest , how am I going to contact you when your pp8's low ? Imy bby . :)

Current mood :
Aderh chance tak ? xp

2009-04-16T02:36:00.004+08:00

I cant sleeeeeeeeeeeep . Eventhough im feeling tired .
*YAWNNNNNNNNNS*

Currently chatting with Badiu and Faiz's sister . Ive seen the pictures already and omg ! She's a pornstarrrr ! (open mouth widely) Nyahahas . Let's go evil bby . And Golly , I dont get you . Who says youre my arse ? K , whatever . To Sherry , im so freaking touched reading your blog . The picture youve edited , its so sweet . Thank you so much . Youre the greatest bestfriend . I love you soooo much sweets . :) I believe , youre the only person I can rely on to now . Bestie forever . I understand you , you understand me .

And Acha sister , good luck in new school . ;)
(I cant believe im writing something good to her !)

2009-04-15T18:34:00.003+08:00

Pathetic siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

Otp-ed with Lup few hours ago . He said he heard from rumours that I wanted to patch back with him and I was heartbroken when I got to know he has a girlf . I denied hardly . Well , kinda true . Not the patch part ! The word patch should be replaced with , miss . I said I missed him terribly . Not patch luh kan . It was g-great talking to him . Let's not wish for more right . Im very thankful that I got him back . As a friend . Thats ok already . :) Kawan pon , I still love him . No matter how stupid or selfish he is , I still love him like how I do last time .

2009-04-15T13:02:00.003+08:00

Current mood :

Satu stengahhhhhhh . Pfft . :)

Idk why I felt soooo scared and at the same time , happy . Like watching fireworks . K , merepek . Later on , Lufti will be coming over . :) Just to pass back my wallet from Shasha . -.- Wallet jer ? K , diam . Haha . Idk why I felt soooo happy whenever I heard his voice through the phone . No worries . He's not interested in blog . So , that means he wont read whatever ive wrote about him . Nyahahas . I guess with you is where I rather be . :) 3 months have passed after we broke up . But still , my feelings for you were the same . I still love you .

Jap jap , I love him . Jap jap , I hate him . Takmu heran k ? Haha .

2:00pm : Lufti just lefttttttttttttttttt ! Why so kejap ? :(
Hahahahahaha . Imhsm ! Pfft . He changed sak ! :D No more white .
He got tanned . Hahaha . Guess what he said , "Pape nanti call uhs :)"

2009-04-14T11:13:00.003+08:00

I swear im fucking pissed .

Eyy , Roslyn . Aku tau uhs kau happy kan dapat credit dari Achik sumer nan kakak aku yg kau ni baek uhs , tolong carik aku bilerh aku lari kan ? Puki uh sial . Aku pissed gilerh babi nan kau erk .. Kau buat baek pon pasal aperh ? Kau takot . Kau dulu dah fuck aku kan . Skrg aku nyerh turn fuck kau atas bawah . Tau asal Lyn buat baek ? Dierh takot that aku akan spread gambar obscene dierh kat org . And kau takot Beng dtg rumah kau tunjok bapak kau tu gambar . Kan ? Kan ? Kanina uhs . Takyah nak buat baek . Kau bilang org aperh ? Aku service bagos . Manerh kau tau ? Kau dah jatohkan maruah aku . Kau pike aku senang2 nak let go perh ? Aku dah bnyk tolong kau , kau maen blakang aku . Aku sumpah aku akan kasi idop kau miserable .

And2 before any misunderstandings , I was with Dan because it was such a coinsidence that he was there . He told me to keep it low . That's why I didnt tell Sherry . My fault , I know . And I didnt know that all the while I was with Sherry's boyf , Dan . If I knew , I swear , this wouldnt have happen . And I was with Dan for awhile only . The rest I was with Shasha and Alep Chuckie .

:)

2009-04-14T09:59:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings .

Im back . No worries . I just want to say ty , ty , ty to this few bunch of people . Sherry , Shasha , Alep Chuckie and Lufti . Yeah , Lufti . I seriously cant believe it that you still care . Well to that person , youre just pathetic . Pfft . Im doing great and im not going to quit school . I'll be back in few days . Sherry bestie , im so so so sorry for what ive did . Nobody made any promise . And its not that I didnt trust you . I swear , I do . But you know the reason why right ? I seriously hope that you would forgive me . ;'( Im so sorry . Blame me for all your sleepless night . Im so stupid , I know . Hmpft .

I still want you . :(

2009-04-10T11:25:00.002+08:00

♥ Youre my Mr. Pathetic . :)

Im super duper bored ! I have to post again since ive ran out of things to do . I'll be going out later . Om is going to minang Mami Fidah . Weeheee . I want Mami to kahwen Om cepat cepat . Nyahahas . K , whatever . To that mister who lives in Yew Tee . Alurh , Mr . Pathetic luh kan . Takmu marah eh with the "pathetic" . Its cute . Well , he says he has the same looks as Zac Effron ? Hahaha . Yelurh , you do luh . Sumpah samerh . Nyahahas . I bet he's still sleeping . :) Kk , shhhhhhh . Haha , imy !

:D

2009-04-10T09:29:00.002+08:00

Dear Roslynku Dwi Medina ,

I thought you were my bestfriend . Eventhough you've backstabbed me once , I still regard you as a friend . But then , you did it again . It hurts so much when you , as a bestfriend , did this to me . So , it's been twice already that you've backstabbed me . First , it was Badiu . You desperately needed help to get away from Badiu . I helped . I told Badiu lies and I told you , "If you dont like Badiu , just tell him straight to the point . You dont have to run . It's not going to end ." You said you were going to do it soon , but nothing came out of your mouth when you were with him . I keep on helping you . In the end when things go haywire , you told Badiu I gave you instructions on what to do , I asked you to run away from Badiu and asking you to leave him . It sounds like im the bitch who wants Badiu . -.- But you didnt say you were the one who wanted the help . I got the bad reputation by helping you . I dont mind at all . Cause I still regard you as a friend .

Now Danial , I dont have to tell you guys the story . Its totally the same . Aku kene maki up down nan Dan . Kau puas hati ? Padehal aku sekadar tolong kau pasal kau rayu2 mintak tolong aku . Then in the end , same uh cite macam Badiu . Thank god Dan is understanding . I told him EVERYTHING . Yeah . You really pissed me off , Lyn . You like backstabbing dont you ? Do you like this thing call frontstabbing ? You dont know ? Oh well , im going to have to show you how frontstabbing goes . You made me do it . Dont regard me as your friend , bitch . Im no more your friend . What goes around , comes around . :)

2009-04-08T21:16:00.005+08:00

Not as fly as I thought . -.- Nabeyh .

Today was super ultimately sway . Pfft . First thing first , last period , I got a message from someone saying he wants me back eventhough he already have a girlf . Of course I felt seriously hurt and pissed . I cried out badly . I cant hold on the tears long . Thanks to my friends whom console me till I started smiling back . (: After that went Tekong . Sway sungguh , HSA came and I was fined $30 for possesion of ciggs . Pfft . Pathetic . Thanks Achik for all the k-siaos idea you had given . Nyahahas . Jumperh Saturday alright ? Korg sumer takmu lambat . Lambat aku go dulu uh siulx . Hahaha . Ok , I shouldnt be happy . -.- I had a great time talking to Adek Naz . She cheered me up too . And Ilham was seriously being irritating . I was being super sacarstic/bad towards him . Tomorrow's maths test . Tak buleyh jadi lagik pathetic keperh ?

Fuck today .

2009-04-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

IM SO FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY (!)
^^

K , this post sumpah random . I nak tido ok ? Besok/Today I post untok kasi you bbys bacerh alright ? Gahhhhhhhhhhhh , k luhs . Mwahmwahmwah ! -.-
& I akan upload new photos soon k ?

2009-04-07T23:08:00.003+08:00

♥ If only you knew how much I miss you .

I cant sleep . Cause I slept from around 5 - 9pm . My eyes are wideeeee open . Pfft . Tomorrow pagi meeting Sherry sweets . :) And also Lyn sayang . Then after school teman Lyn giy Lavender . -.- That sooo boring place . Pfft . After that maybe going Ubi . Idk for what . Haha . Mendak siulx . Changed blogskin again . Due to boredness . Didnt logged in fs today . Lazy . Idk how Bompipit's doing . I hope he's doing fine . :)

Ey , Muhd Lufti Bin Latif , *sticks out middle finger* !
I swear I hate you . Eventhough we had histories together ,
fuck . Sungguh menyesal giy nan kau . :)

2009-04-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

Pffttttttt .

Im having mood swings lately . Menses ? Nah , baru lepas . Pfft . Cabot skola again today . -.- Mum was seriously a greatgreat supporter . :D Love you manymany . Woke up , siap-siap , went Johor to go buy Acha barang skola . If not Mum would want to buy an Everlast school bag and Everlast school shoes for me as mine is torn . But she didnt bring enough money . How pathetic . She promised she would buy me in few days time . Ok , best *thumbs up* . I wont cabot skola again tomorrow . Hees . I miss that someone . :)

2009-04-05T17:45:00.004+08:00

So , didnt went out today .

Weather was pouring shit and nobody's free . Except for that mister whom lives in Yew Tee . Nyahahas . Watch HSM 3 from tady perh boy . Nyahahas . Im feeling super super ubber bored . Sherry , im thankful I have you as a friend . Thanks for the listening ear and thanks for the advice . I appreciate it soooo much . (: Should I just wait for him ? Or move on ? Its easy to say move on . But it's not as easy as it sounds . I received a scolding from Ali . Saying I should move on and dont reply to his msgs . Try being in my shoe , Ali . I dont think you even could do it as easy as you say . Pfft . Only Sherry understands why I love him so much . I dont think im in love . I think im having a crush . But I dont want to fall in love . Im afraid of love .

2009-04-05T11:25:00.004+08:00

Pfft , anybody want to go out with me ?

I have no plans for today . -.- Town or etc ? Saperh2 nak kua picet uhs . Mendak siulx kat rumah . If it wasnt for my dad yesterday , I would have met Koko Cynonet already . Hees . But sorry uh , got plans uh yesterday . Ill try asking Doraemon out later . Dierh lagik . :x Nyahahas . Dad was being ubber nice yesterday . He plugged off the internet wire and took the phone away . -.- Thought of going online as I couldnt sleep cause I just woke up . Nyahahas . Sekali internet takderh . Its ok . Thought of otp . With anyone I know . Phone takderh . I hope he dont repeat his mistakes tonight sudah . Pfft .

I really think I should move on . He's not worth it . He's such a pathetic arse who hurts people heart . Why am i so not over you ? Deedi , get over him ! Get over , get over , get over it ! Pfft . Some people says I need to get someone new to help mend my heart . What macam Ahmed ? Ilham ? Ish , they bought much more miseries . I dont want another boyf . Let's just have fun in life and fuck loves alright ? K , best .

2009-04-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

I was tagged to do a quiz by Furregamo . :) K , best .

1. Full Name => Siti Hadeejah Bte Abdul Rahman .
2. Nicknames => Deedidaisy .
3. Birth place => Kandang Kerbau Hospital .
4. Hair color => Dark Brown .
5. Natural hair style => Center parting . Nyahahas , jk .
6. Eye Color => Dark brown .
7. Birthday => 4th December 1994 ! :)
8. Favourite Country => Korea , United States ?
9. Favorite color => Greennnnnnnnnnnnn .
10. One place you'd like to visit => Korea , Japan , Paris ? :)

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love?
Erm , jyeahs ? o.O

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah , i do .

3. Do you currently have a crush?
Nooooooo .

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
Yeah .

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Erm , jyeahs ?

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah , it still hurts . Awwwww . xp

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Oh , yeassss .

8. Are you afraid of commitment?
What for ?

9. Who was the last person you hugged?
Muhammad Ar'rahimi ! :D

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
Roslynku Dwi Medina .

TEN THIS OR THAT.

1. Love or lust?
Love . <3

2. Hard liquor or beer?
Hard liquor .

3. Cats or dogs?
None please .

4. A few best friends or any regular friends?
Both is great .

5. Creamy or Crunchy?
Creamy .

6. Pencil or Pen?
Pencil .

7. Wild night out or romantic night in?
Wild night out .

8. Money or Happiness?
Money cause it brings happiness .

9. Night or day?
Night .

10. IM or phone?
Phone .

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out?
Erm , yeah .

2. Seen a polar bear?
Books , tv .

3. Done something you regret?
Yes , honestly .

4. Bungee jumped?
Nope . ;'(

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor?
Yeah , at home .

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?
No idea .

7. Been caught naked?
Nooooo . o.O

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
Yeah , i do .

9. Cried because you lost a pet ?
I don't have any pet .

10. Wanted to disappear?
Sometimes .

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes?
Smile . :D

2. Light or dark hair?
Both .

3. Hugs or kisses?
Both .

4. Shorter or taller?
Taller , duh .

5. Intelligence or attraction?
Both ?

6. Topman or Zara?
Topmannnnnnnnnnnn !

7. Funny or serious?
Both .

8. Older or Younger?
Older .

9. Outgoing or quiet?
Outgoing .

10. Sweet or Bad ?
Sweet .

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd?
Yeah . :D

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour?
Duh-uhhhhh .

3. Ever tried walking on your hands?
Nope . -.-

4. Ever been to a rock concert?
Nope .

5. Ever been on a cheer leading team?
Nope .

6. Ever been on a dance team?
No .

7. Ever been on a sports team?
No .

8. Ever been in a drama play/production?
Nooooo .

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?
Mercedes Benz . x)

10. Ever been in a rap video?
No .

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made?
Roslynku Dwi Medina , minutes ago .

2. Last person you hugged?
Muhammad Ar'rahimi . :D

3. Last person you hung out with?
Doraemonnnnnn !

4. Last time you worked?
Last two years? Worked at school LOL

5.Last person you talked to?
My maid .

6. Last person you IM'd?
Nobody .

7. Last person you texted?
Koko Cynonet ?

8.Last person(s) you went to the movies with?
Dan , Lyn and Ahmed .

9. Last Person Who called you?
Yenny Goh Yenyen .

10. Last website visited?
facebook .

Ten person to do this
1. Acha .
2. Cursed .
3. Adek Naz .
4. Nicahh Lee .
5. Shassy .
6. Sherry .
7. Aisyah .
8. Fred .
9. Mimi .
10. No idea ?

The person who tagged you.
Furregamo ! :)

2. Your relationship with her/him.
Schoolmates .

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him.
Friendly , sweet , cute , funny and cheerful .

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you
Ermmm , dont know ? xp

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you.
Nyahahas , no idea .

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on.
I guess nothing . But i dont go with girls . xp

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will.
Dont know . Guess that wont happen . :)

8. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now.
Thanks for the quiz . :D

9. Your overall impression of him/her.
Friendly (:

10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you?
Same as how i think about her ?

11. The character you love about yourself is.
Dont know ?

12.The character you hate about yourself is.
Im always having mood swings .

13. The most ideal person you want to be.
Idkkkkkkk .

14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them.
*waves* Thank you , thank you . Love you manymany . :D

2009-04-04T14:04:00.002+08:00

Gahhhhhh , im stuck at home .

Not really . Nyahahas . Met Doraemon just now . He changed . We talked about peeps in Mayflower . Makes me miss them much . K , whatever . I see , someone's deck patah tige . Pfft , pathetic . I dont really know what to say you see . Hmm , yeah . My mum got into an accident . Two of her little fingers patah . Aww , mum . I really wished you would get well soon . :)

2009-04-03T21:05:00.003+08:00

2009-04-01T22:33:00.004+08:00

How would I know you're telling the truth ?

Pfft , first thing first . Ive changed my blogskin . The post doesnt states the date and time . Well , today's 1st April and yeah , its 10.35pm . Now , back to the story . Luftie msged me . He asked how I was doing . Then tataw pasal aperh we talked about our pass . He says he regret luhs . This luh that luh . Should I trust him ? I still love him . Seriously . I just acted as if I dont . I told him then that im not how I used to be . Setia , whatsoever and stuffs . He was shocked . And he wants me to change . All about me including drinking and smoking . But when I asked him to , he says he cant . Then I say , "If you want me to change , I would do it if only you could change too ." True and fair right ? Pfft .. I still love him and im missing him . I still remember when he terpelecok bilerh nak cross road . Haha . I really miss being with you . He apologised , regret , whats next ?

Muhd Lufti Bin Latif , your name will forever be in my heart .

2009-04-01T12:48:00.005+08:00

♥ I still Love you .

Cabot skola . Lazy . Hmpft . I had a great time talking to my Peter Parker/Bute/Poker . Nyahahas . He sings while playing the guitar . And oh , I swear I like his voice . :) He says he wants to date me after exams . June holidays maybe ? Its a date like friend and friend date . Get that ? Nyahahas . Today's Fikri birthday . Happy Birthday ! Sorry I cabot skola and didnt get the chance to bash you ! Hees . ^^ Besok maseh aderh .

Nak klua ke tak nak ?
My ass says I should stay home .
I forgot , today April fool . Fikri was first to fool me . -.-

2009-03-31T15:44:00.001+08:00

Im in a kinda-shock-but-crazy kinda mode .

I saw live porn . I swear . And the park nearby my house . Yeah , park . I didnt went to school today and thought of meeting Lyn . I did . I walked passed the park and I saw this man who was wearing boxers looking around . He then opened his boxers . I thought he's just an crazy arse who wants to let out some shit . But he layed down and was going up and down like how those people was having sex . I got shocked . I looked again (curiously lah!) and saw a naked woman lying on the floor . Both were naked . And were having sex in the green house . It really disgust me you know . Nak maen pon , balek lurh rumah . At the same time , I felt like screaming into laughter . I just watched live porn ! Nyahahas ! Baek punyerh . -.-

*Looks up* , nyahahas ! Great way to start your day . - 9:00pm .

2009-03-28T12:32:00.003+08:00

Hello humanoids .

Sorry about yesterday . I wasnt having a great time . First thing that was sure enough , mood swings due to menses . Sorry cause I didnt entertain much to those who tried chatting with me yesterday . Thanks to Cursed who cheered me up a lil bit . But I guess im kinda alright today . Drank 3 cups of coffee yesterday night . Ended up with huge goldfish eyes which cant be shut . I didnt know what to do . So , I read the Twilight (New Moon) book which was borrowed by Kak Iyrah . I started reading the book around 1am ? And ended up sleeping around 4 or 5am . Woke up around 8am . Didnt expect it to be so early . Woke up , continued reading the book . Make myself another cup of coffee . And im done reading 1/2 of the book . I think ill stay home today and tomorrow . My throat's soring . I guess to much sweet drinks and chocolates ? Maybe .

Boring enough eh ?

2009-03-27T22:07:00.003+08:00

FUCK , AKU PISSED ! GILERH BABI !

FUCK KAU LUH BOY . PERH HAL NAN KAU ?
KALAU KAU NAK BREAK NAN GIRL KAU ,
OR WHATSOEVER ! FUCK , AKU TAK ERAN .
TAKYAH BUAT AKU JADI BARANG KAU ERK !
WHAT'S IN YOUR YELLOW MIND ?
YOU GOT A GIRL PLUS ,
2 GIRLS SUCKING YOUR DICK .
WTF , SERIOUS SIAK .
TAKDERH BUAH PERH ?
KAU BUAT AKU , AKU BUAT KAU BALEK .
INFINTY TIMES RABAK EH BOY !

2009-03-26T19:21:00.004+08:00

One perfect word to discribe today ; FUCK (!)

I nearly got myself killed today . Such a sway day siulx . Met Du , Coyok , Dan and two other humanoids idk . I was puffing ciggs when a discipline teacher passed by . Bodoh siulx . Then was caught . Acar siket cakap both my parents sick and I got away . But still , its kept in my record . Wth siulx . Stupid siak deedi tak dengar cakap Du . And im sure tomorrow they're gonna spot check on me . Pfftttttttt . Nabeyh . -.-

Pathetic enough ? Ok , bye .

2009-03-25T15:16:00.002+08:00

Dear ex , I swear I miss you .

Im terribly missing him . Its going 3 months soon since we took our own path . But still , im not over you . I cant get over you . I still miss you . And I love you .

I swear im pissed with (Insert names) . To (Insert name) , why the heck did you push me on the floor and .. Pfft . Im not your bitch . And to (Insert name) , youre stupid . I regard you as a bestie but are you regarding me as one ? Pfft . Bosan uh siulx .

2009-03-24T11:37:00.005+08:00

Cut the crap .

To ex , why are you still bothering my life ? I thought you already got her for replacement ? Why are still bothering me ? You think what , others are scared of you ? Oh , puh-lease .. Youre a mat-rep wannabe . Fanatic I shall say . (Sticks out middle finger) Why are you still searching for (Insert name) ..? FYI kan , me and him already broke up uh ehs . All thanks to you . Appreciate it much . What are you trying to do ? Patch or what ..? Please erk , I dont do patch . Get out of my life . Fuck you .

Oh , before I forgot something ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH BBY (!)
3 years of friendship and still counting baybeh .
May all your wishes come true . Love you so much . ;]

2009-03-22T14:41:00.003+08:00

♥ Shut the fuck up , bitchxx .

Humdrum much ? I guess so . Pfft . Everyone's out . Left me and Acha at home . She's snoring . So , it makes me the only human whom eyes are wide open in this house . Yay , tomorrows schooling . Boo , I lost my report book . Thanks to that freaking stupid alienated-faced maid . -.- What am I going to say to teacher ?

(Sticks out middle fingah)
Pathetic siulx . -.-

2009-03-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

Ok , yesterday wasnt plain .
Something terrible just happened .

Dad was sent to the hospital . But now he's back home . Ok , my dad suddenly lost his memory . He forgets everything he did in the past but he can still remember people . Weird . My mum was so worried so she went to my dad's office to take him to the doctor . I accomponied her . When we came , he was like , "Korg buat aperh kat sini ." He forget everythingggg ! Then Cik Rasul was there too so he helped us by driving us to the hospital . Dad kept asking where we're going eventhough we told him a thousand times already . He kept asking the same question and he forgotten that he already asked .

Nyanyok or what ? Thank god he knows us all .

We arrived at the hospital . After being warded he asked , "Camne aku dtg sini ? Aku pengsan ehk ? Astagfirullahalazim ." -.- News spread fast . Right on that night Mak Jah and family , Cik Mansor and family , Mami and boyf and Cik Hasman and wife together with nenek came . People really love my dad . Hees . ^^ Mum stayed overnight with dad at the hospital . So I slept over Cik Mansor's house as buses and mrt dah takderh . I had fun there . Hani cheered me up . We talk and talk and talked untill it was around 6am or what ? We slept . Hahaha . Then next day which is today got to know dad's back home .

Went home with Mak Jah's family and Cik Mansor's family tagging along . When I reached outside the door I was shock . I thought it was Hari Raya or something . So many kasots and selipars . Musibot , haha . Banyak sedare sebalah ayah came . I seriously can see how much they sayang my dad . Well , now my dad can recall abit of his past . Abit only .

It takes alot of time to recover back all your past .
Ok , cite panjang . Cutttttttt . ;)

2009-03-20T15:32:00.002+08:00

♥ Give it to me now . (:

Today is kinda plain boring simple day . Pfft . No ciggs . -.- Took Shaqell from Mami house . If not Ollah would tag along but he wants to follow Mami go KL . So , go ahead then .. Idk what to say . I cant wait to get out of house to buy ciggs (!)

Pfft , boring kan ?

2009-03-18T20:13:00.003+08:00

Yay , I got out of house . Peace .

No , no . Not that I ran away . I just got out of house to get some fresh air . Pfft . -.- So , now , im at tampinese . I gave reasons to my dad to get out of hell . I said I need to go and re-print my lost E-learning worksheet . Well , its true though . And im printing it now . After this idk where to go .. I dont want to return to hell . Maybe ill go Kad , hangout . Before this , I went to meet the Phantom people . Ouh , so hotheat siak . Huhu . I wanted ciggs . I asked Kad then Salleh heard . He wanted to give me . His cleverness he said out loud , "Nak rokok ? Jap erk ." And An Caicai was there . -.- An Caicai was like , "Aperh ? Aku cepuk mukerh kau .." -.- Great , thanks .

I find Wan Haram hotheat siulxxx .

2009-03-18T14:41:00.004+08:00

Hello earthlings !

I wont be online or blogging too often I guess . I fought with my mum . Idk because of what . I cant remember . And now we're not talking . Great . I hate her . Everytime we fought , mesti she will bring Mimi and Haiza to Macdonalds . Everyyyyyyyyyyytime . She knows I like Macdonald . But hey , im not jealous . -.- I got money , can buy myself . Pfft .

Mum ; "Pergi uh klua , jumpe kawan korg . Tengok dorg kasi kau makan tak !"
I replied ; "Buleyh erk ? Adek dari ituari nak kua , tapi Ibu yang tak kasi ."
Mum ; (to bibik) "Tengok uh mulot dierh ! Kuang aja sangattttttt . Saket hati !"
I reliped ; "Tengok uh . Haha . (Laughed sacarsticly) Kesiannnnnnn ."

She's really pissing me off , you see . Im so sick and tired .
Ps/ I have a childish mum as well .

2009-03-17T10:39:00.005+08:00

Freak , I swear I miss you .

I kept thinking of him . Idk why . Its been already 2 months since we broke up . I still cant get rid of you from my mind .. and my heart . Pfftttt . You're just such an ass . Idk why im in love with an ass like you . What should I do ? Be strong and try to move on ? I dont think I have the strength anymore .. Its real sad you know when youre in this type of position . Confused , sad and etc . Pfft , more I talk about it , more I feel like breaking down .

I went back to the past . (Archieves) From November sampaiiii now .
Pfft , posts about me and him . All those sweet memories .
I really feel like breaking down , I swear .
Ps/ I still keep that hugeee bear you bought for me during my birthday .

So , yesterday me and Acha went Ubi to temankan dad anoh satay . Kak Emma tagged along . She was the entertainer for the day . Laughed my ass off alot . We got bored . So me and Kak Emma thought of rounding around Ubi . We did . We came to a bubble tea shop and I wanted to buy Milo Extreme when this bunch of mats were like disturbing us . -.- Pathetic siak dorg . While waiting for my drink , we sat on a chair nearby . Those mats were next to us . Asked us sooo many question . Kak Emma replied damn rudely to them while I just kept quiete . After getting my drink , we quickly walked off .

What should I do today ?

2009-03-16T12:40:00.002+08:00

I laughed my ass off looking at this .

Hahaha ! Mum's fighting with the crazy-ass next door . That woman is such an ass siulxx . My dad got home then she was like , "U tengok u nyer wife ." Then my mum said , "Aperh u , u ? Suami aku kahwen nan kau ? Banyak cantek mukerh kau , sial !" Hahaha . Ok , mak aku fierce . Haha . Whatever , let the maciks gadoh . Dont bother . Its so boring staying home with the weather like shit . Pfft . I want to get out lah can ? But my dad's being such an *** . -.-

Im blanked , fucktards .

2009-03-15T23:07:00.005+08:00

♥ Oh baby , come to me .

Robert Pattinson sungguh hot right ? He got frozen . And not forgetting , Taylor Lautner and Kallen Lutz too . (: My boyf and my scandal . Somehow me and Acha became "Twilight Freaks" . Idk why . Pfft , I cant sleep . My back hurts . Ok , whatever . Stop complaining . Dad , I want to go out this Tuesday . I dont care . Say whatever you want to say cause ill just shut my bloody nose . I mean ears . -.- Awwwch , my back really hurts alot . Ive put myself to bed for too long already and I dont feel putting myself back there again .

Ouch , ouch (!)

2009-03-15T14:56:00.003+08:00

Read my lips .

Pfft . Went Changi yesterday and got home around 6am . Im still tired . Was waken up by this bunch of budak motor making noise . -.- Thanks . I feel like watching Twilight again . Gahhhh , my husband . Ok , im hating the weather . It kept raining and I hate it . Ruined many of my plans . And March hols , my dad asked me to stay home like fuck . I dont care what he says . I still insist on going out with my friends . -.- Cish . Boreddddd siulx .

I hate sec 2 NT bitchxx .

2009-03-14T10:15:00.012+08:00

♥ Hold me tight , so I wont fly away .

March Holidaysss ! Teehees . ^^ My schedule tight siulxx . Those who wants to meet me , make an appointment first . Tuesday/Thursday going shisha then drink . On the 24th , Aisyah baby birthday . I kept reminding myself bout this almost everyday . Ive changed my link . Ill update you people soon . Anybody can help me grant this things ?

Twilight Saga Box Set

Supra Skytops

Skate Shoes

Mp3

2009-03-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

♥ meet my another-new boyf . (:

Oh , I fell in love with a fictional character . O.o He got me frozen to death . He's so the hotheat . I agree with Acha that vampires are hot . I want a vampire for boyf pleaseeeeeee . ;D Hehs . Ok , lets not talk about my boyf/husband okeh . School was great . Yeah , last day then holidayyyyy ! Wooheee . Got our report book back . I failed 3 subjects except for English and Malay . Mum was nagging and I was grounded . Who cares . Haha . (: Chapel was kinda fun . xp

After school met boyf . Obviously its Robert Pattinson lah kan . Saperh lagik ? He send me back home . We fly . Teehees ^^ . Gerek you know . Ok , I can see that deedi tengah bebual world . Whatever . He's mine . Tomorrow meeting him again . Nak giy jumperh parents dierh . xp Haha . Whole day I was fighting with Golly bout my boyf . Haha , dont cry baby . x)

I N E E D T O B U C K U P , B O D O H !

2009-03-10T14:33:00.002+08:00

youre the fucktard .

Just got home from school . As usual , school was boring . Boyf wants to breakup sementare waktu and after that thing dah settle then patch back . -.- I said , "I dont do patch . So , you really want to break ?" .. Then he replied , "No lah ." -.- Pffttttttt . Boyf , which one you want ? Whatever luh kan about that ex of mine . Im not gonna go back to him . Sorry . As I say , I dont do patch . Zzzzzz . Past = over ! Get that ? Haiyoooo .

After school went lepak at 539 with Dan , Lyn , Sewel , Jumbo , Coyok and Dudu . Pipi aku jadi bahan today . Sewel and Dan was sitting on my left . So both of them pinched my cheek on the left . On the right pulak Coyok . Idk what the hell is wrong with him today . I guess he was too excited about ~ ella ella , eh eh . xp He was the one yang started all this . Aderh org ngah dudok diam dierh giy cubet2 . Cubet2 takperh . He slaped me ! He says , "Pipi kau tembammm !" -.- Saket tau tak boy . Free free perh . ^^ Haha . Then balek .

To ex ,

Dont bother my life anymore . Kalau nak rembat aku , go ahead uh . One word , dayus . :)

2009-03-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

Awww , so sweet kan ? This are my kaki gereks . (:

Aderh yang missing lah kans . Saperh erk ? Weym uhss . Haha . Long time never see him already . Wonder how he's doing now . Well , today school was kinda frozen . I mean it was so freaking cold and I was already frozen due to the weather . After recess , I slept for about 2-3 periods and woke up when it was time for Assembly . Pfft . -.- Boring sungguh .

After school went Yazs/Lyn house with Sewel and Boyf skali . Teehees . ^^ Had fun there . Lyn's dad gave us nasi briyani . Yummeh , nice . I like . xp Dah free , mesti sedap . Haha . After that went cwp . Jalan jalan . Boyf dah ilang go Civic meet kawan . Never tell me maen lesap jerh . -.- So , I went home straight away . Blahblahblah .

Idk what to sayyyyyyyyyy .

2009-03-08T10:13:00.003+08:00

Hmpft , I just cant forget about ex . Not the previous one . I thought the previous ex could mend my heart . But it seems that he was hurting me more . Who should I rely on to now ? Boyf ? I hope so . Im not desperate for love . Im just desperate to be mended . Biggest mistake . Pfft .

I hate Muhd Lufti Bin Latif .

Thanks for the miseries .

2009-03-07T17:35:00.011+08:00

Dear ex ,

Thanks alot . For the memories and everything . Youve made my life a complete misery . Being with you was the biggest mistake ive ever made in my whole entire life . I thought I could trust you .. But then , I was wrong . You ended up having a spare tire behind my back . It hurts me alot that I cried for hours till I fell asleep and when I woke up , I continued crying for hours again . Thanks alot . I had great time with you but I didnt thought that everything would go this way . Youre my first love and my enemy . I wish someone could mend my heart .

And 2 months being with you , was worthless . ( 111108-110109 )

How I wish my dearest cookie monstar could mend my heart .

Love ,

♥ Deedidaisy .

2009-03-07T11:07:00.003+08:00

♥ meet my new boyf , cookie monstar .

Clue : 060309 . (: Wont have any further explanation .. So yesterday was An's bilated birthday party . Went Sengkang and reached there around 9pm . Waited for Ary , Aman and Don but they were taking their own sweet time to come so we went up to An's house first . It was great you know . I had lots of fun . But i spent most of the time talking otp with boyf . (: An decided to play musical chair . -.- That childish game . Pfftttt .

We all just played ajerh uh cause birthday boy's wish , what to do kan .. Ended up me being second and Afai got first . Then it was time to potong cake . An's mum asked all of us to bace doa then Don was playing afool alllll the way . Belom paperh dah amin . Haha . I seriously had fun there and the cake was terrific ! x) Don the tataw malu face wanted more . Hahahaha . Got out of their house around 11pm and reached home by 12pm . Penattttttttt banget sih . Got home otp-ed with boyf all the way till morning .

I love boyf muchmuch .

2009-03-06T16:42:00.003+08:00

i love this bunch .

First thing first i'd like to say , me and him dah over ! I know you got spare tire , well I got one too . :) Cause when I ask for a breakup what you said was , "Sukati lah .." . Well , you dont even care . So do I . :D Went ITE again . This time was boringggggg . No part yang fun . Pfft .

K dah , aku bosan .

2009-03-05T17:43:00.002+08:00

Stupid picture . Dont care about it . Pfft .

I had fun today . Went to ITE Macpherson with the class and 3/8 . First first macam boring gituh . It was soooo quiete and we had to listen to this teacher (who thinks he's funny) talkkkk for like about one hour ? I was falling asleep already when its Tea Break ! Wooheeee ! ^^ After tea break , it was time for floorball . My group members was Lyn , Haizat , Ali , Fikri , Fauzan and Wei Rong . The best . All games we won . First , it was Ali who scored one . Next it was me , 2 times okeh . (bangge uh siuts) Then it was Fauzan , scored one . Pompuan jugak yang the best kan ? Hehs . x)

After that Lunch , met ex for awhile . We talked . Talked about our life now , blahblahblah . Then after that was erm , this business thingy ? The room was soooo cold and nearly fell asleep . Well , I already fell asleep . xp Then Tea Break again . Went toilet blahblahblah saw Farhan . Said hello and he couldnt remember me . -.- Baek keperh . Pfft . Then saw another Farhan . It wasnt him . It was some sort like his twins gituh . xp

Was with Ali , Fikri , Haizat , Lyn and Fauzan throughout the whole day . Then nampak Jumbo . Sombongggg very the very . Hmpft , nehminds . Next time we meet , ill slap that big ears of yours . Nyahahas ! Jk jerh . Then went back to that bloody cold room . This time round I wasnt falling asleep . I had fun . Hehs . ^^ Then go home . Byebye . Dah arrived school , went 533 with dorg2 luhs . Met Dudu . Bebual jap then belik barang then balik . Well , not so fun today . The fun part is just (...insert sentences...) . Teehees . ^^ Happy happy sangat sangat the ok ok . Ok , random . Tomorrow going An birthday party .

Oh boyf , you're so pathetic . =/

2009-03-04T17:59:00.004+08:00

♥ cookie monstar !

Hmm , this Indon guy I met added me up in friendster . We got to know each other during my Karimun trip to their school . Okay uh , buleyh tahan cute . Haha , kk . Whatever . I dont go for Mat Indons or Mat Malaysia . Setia pade Mat Singapore . ^^ Hehs . Well , me and boyf dah jarang contact . Mesti salah satu busy . Hmpft . I really think he did it . He kept wearing t-shirt in his school uniform nowadays . He hates it . But now , he does .

Adoiiii boyf , if you want to berdegil , then go ahead . Im fine with it . That doesnt mean I slalu diam means I anything go erk . I have feelings too . Eeeeeeeee ! Aacha muntah ! Ok , whatever . Back to what im saying . Pfft , idk what else to do . I just dont feel like how I use to last time . Feelings fade ? Idk .. I dont wanna hurt you . But you're hurting me .

Well , im like hating this sec 2 biatch by the name of Shidah . Hmpft , baru sec 2 . Tsk tsk . This Shidah kan , if there's friends around her , she would stare me and Lyn up to down . When she's alone kan , tundok bawah tengok pepet jer . -.- Nonsense . So , after school walked pass Vista . Ternampak dierh . Stare stare . Aku pon stare balek . Pffft . I stick out my middle finger and gave her a annoying look . Like this , *annoying look* . xp

Let me describe her ; Jambuuuu gilerh macam babi . Leher macam Giraffe . Mate cute macam Panda ngah saket kuat . Rambot cute macam bulu pepek . -.- Nak kenal2 ? Buleyhhhhh . Ask me okeh ? Nyahahas ! ;D

2009-03-03T10:10:00.006+08:00

♥ your one and only daisy girl .

Cookieee-whore misses Cookieee-monster .

Didnt went to school today . Obviously sick + lazy .. I was caught under the rain yesterday and it leads to having a fever . Hmm , im curious about boyf . Well , he was begging me several times wether he could do another tattoo on his chest . I didnt allow him to . And that day Hakim asked him , "Eh , aku dengar2 kau buat angkong .." . I was there . Boyf was giving this look to Hakim then Hakim kept his mouth shut . I think boyf's hiding it from me . Well , if he really did it , I guess ... Pfft , idk uh . But boyf , I just hate you lying to me ! Seriously . Hmm , whatever . Dont wanna talk about it . And to Syafiq Matthew Delonge ; Thank god you're okay . (: Get well soon aites and stop doing stupid dangerous activities ! Teehees . ^^

Humdrum much today ? Jyeahs . -.-

2009-03-01T14:20:00.004+08:00

Oh cookieee-monster , that cookieee-whore is inlove with ya .

Well , plan going to the zoo was cancelled . Pfft . I knew it . Mum was sick . I miss going out with my family so much . Since mum and dad opened business , I rarely see them . They would always come back home late night , when im already asleep . Its been a long time we spend quality time togther . How much I miss the olden days where every Saturday and Sunday we would go out on a family outing together and got home late night .

Tomorrow's schooling , pfft . -.- Shitxxx . I havent done my reflections yet . Teacher kept nagging and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya . Well , I miss this Outta My Head (Ay ya ya) song , so I put it in my blog . Who cares its an old song . -.- I miss this song . I remembered dancing with --- during those drunk moments . Hees . ^^ Shhh , to those who knows .

Show me respect or ill show you to the door .

2009-02-28T23:26:00.004+08:00

Cause someday i'll be your Superbitch .

Hello peepos , im back from Indonesia . Im starting to miss Indonesia already . ;'( I miss the hotel , I miss singing with the tech guys and I miss those hotheat mat Indon(s) . Aingggggggg . Haha .

So , first day , we climbed up Mount Jantan . 3 hours straight and its like we have to climb up 110 degrees . :O I cant even run my 2.4km and what , climb a mountain ? Ish , at first I thought takderh hope but i didnt gave up and managed to reach up the top of Mount Jantan . At the top view kan , like shit . -.- If I knew we were to see nothing , I wouldnt have climbed up . The satellite and the trees were covering the view . Got down blahblahblah . Then after blahblahblah , went shopping . I bought a whole lots of things . Duet teros habes tak sampai one hour . At night , me and lyn partied . Hehs . ^^

Then second day , last day . ;'( Went to this school . Gerekkkkkk banget . The international students were bored cause they didnt understand Engllish . Atleast I can speak a lilttle bit of Indon and understand them . Then my group go this group , 6 peoples , all boys around 14 and 15 . And they were cheeky . -.- In the end this guy came to me and said , "Kamu punya e-mail ngak ? Bisa kenalan ?" . Then I said , "Kenalan ? Saya cuma punyak friendster aja .." . This part shocked me ; All 6 of the Indon boys were like idk what . Lyn dah lari dulu . They were like buragas nak soroh org kasi e-mail . All 6 wants to get my e-mail first . So , they ended up fighting . -.- Still , I had fun there . :)

Ill upload the Karimun photos in friendster soon alright ? Im going ZOO tomorrow . Weeeeh . Nak visit family sik nyer arwah . xp Deedi mulotttttt .

Sayang , kau buat aku caer uh . Caer , caer , caer .