So today in school wasnt a good day . Pfft .

Me and Lyn was given one last chance . We cannot mix with Badiu again .

If they see us mixing with Badiu again , we will get expelled .

Because they've given us too much warning already .

Badiu , please eh . Yasz sendiri cakap yg sebelom aku masok skola Lyn da tuka .

Takya nak blame2 org . Padehal kau tu yg influence Lyn .

Many people says so . Hmpft . After school went cwp to meet ( .... ) .

Maybe his last day . He got court case . Then Badiu was pissed .

He nearly nak rembat ****** . Pfft . Mepek uh eh . She's not even your gf .

Then settle the case . Blahblahblah . We had a few drinks .

I dont drink but idk why I took it . Just a bottle .

Someone took sooooo much when I left . And created a scene at cwp .

Faiz told me that ( ... panjat the railing near timezone sanerh nak lompat ? )

Haix . Im dissapointed with myself . Im getting from bad to worst .

In just 3 months , Ive experinced much . Toooo much .

I miss my friends in MF . Im trying to quit smoking now . Good thing .

Im sooo not going to start drinking .

Today is the last , I promise . Pfft . Ive changed .

Im not blaming anybody . Its just me who change . Not you guys changed me .

I want to start afresh . Be a good girl somehow . Pfft . =.===

Atleast I want to focus in studies . I dont want to dissapoint my parents .

Ive been lying soooo much to them already . And im sick of it .

Sick of lying . Well , Ive learned my lesson .

Seriously , I want to change . I hope I could . Zzzzzzzzz .

Days of not smoking : 2days . =.====