Freak , I swear I miss you .

I kept thinking of him . Idk why . Its been already 2 months since we broke up . I still cant get rid of you from my mind .. and my heart . Pfftttt . You're just such an ass . Idk why im in love with an ass like you . What should I do ? Be strong and try to move on ? I dont think I have the strength anymore .. Its real sad you know when youre in this type of position . Confused , sad and etc . Pfft , more I talk about it , more I feel like breaking down .

I went back to the past . (Archieves) From November sampaiiii now .
Pfft , posts about me and him . All those sweet memories .
I really feel like breaking down , I swear .
Ps/ I still keep that hugeee bear you bought for me during my birthday .

So , yesterday me and Acha went Ubi to temankan dad anoh satay . Kak Emma tagged along . She was the entertainer for the day . Laughed my ass off alot . We got bored . So me and Kak Emma thought of rounding around Ubi . We did . We came to a bubble tea shop and I wanted to buy Milo Extreme when this bunch of mats were like disturbing us . -.- Pathetic siak dorg . While waiting for my drink , we sat on a chair nearby . Those mats were next to us . Asked us sooo many question . Kak Emma replied damn rudely to them while I just kept quiete . After getting my drink , we quickly walked off .

What should I do today ?