Cause someday i'll be your Superbitch .

Hello peepos , im back from Indonesia . Im starting to miss Indonesia already . ;'( I miss the hotel , I miss singing with the tech guys and I miss those hotheat mat Indon(s) . Aingggggggg . Haha .

So , first day , we climbed up Mount Jantan . 3 hours straight and its like we have to climb up 110 degrees . :O I cant even run my 2.4km and what , climb a mountain ? Ish , at first I thought takderh hope but i didnt gave up and managed to reach up the top of Mount Jantan . At the top view kan , like shit . -.- If I knew we were to see nothing , I wouldnt have climbed up . The satellite and the trees were covering the view . Got down blahblahblah . Then after blahblahblah , went shopping . I bought a whole lots of things . Duet teros habes tak sampai one hour . At night , me and lyn partied . Hehs . ^^

Then second day , last day . ;'( Went to this school . Gerekkkkkk banget . The international students were bored cause they didnt understand Engllish . Atleast I can speak a lilttle bit of Indon and understand them . Then my group go this group , 6 peoples , all boys around 14 and 15 . And they were cheeky . -.- In the end this guy came to me and said , "Kamu punya e-mail ngak ? Bisa kenalan ?" . Then I said , "Kenalan ? Saya cuma punyak friendster aja .." . This part shocked me ; All 6 of the Indon boys were like idk what . Lyn dah lari dulu . They were like buragas nak soroh org kasi e-mail . All 6 wants to get my e-mail first . So , they ended up fighting . -.- Still , I had fun there . :)

Ill upload the Karimun photos in friendster soon alright ? Im going ZOO tomorrow . Weeeeh . Nak visit family sik nyer arwah . xp Deedi mulotttttt .

Sayang , kau buat aku caer uh . Caer , caer , caer .

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

> The cheeks ! ^^

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?

> Fresh and lazy ? xp

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?

> Achik Goodboyyyy !

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

> Erm , noooo .

5: Would you ever donate blood?

> Hmmm , one day , I guess ?

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

> Duh-uh . Haha .

7: Do you want someone dead?

> Huahua , yes . -.-

8:What does your last text message say?

> "U , i giy gym tao . I dabes I msg u k .. Love you sayang and u --- --- -- ." -.-

9:What are you thinking of right now?

> My bag , my bottle and my karimun t-shirt is with boyf !

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?

> Boyf ? Saperh lagik kanggs .

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?

> 1am plus plus .

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?

> Idk , ask my mum . ^^

13: Is someone on your mind right now?

> Yerps ! ;D

14: Who was the last person to text you?

> Boyf . ^^

10 People tagged to do this quiz (but it's up to them!)

[1] Aisyah , [2] Aacha , [3] Cursed , [4] Aiskrim , [5] Golly

[6] Nicaah , [7] Syafiq , [8] An , [9] Achik , [10] Shassy

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?

> Ehem , mickmick . *coughs*

16: Is 3 a male or a female?

> A male .

.17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?

> I guess they dont even know each other exist .

18: What is Number 1 studying about?

> I know different from mine . xp

20: Is Number 4 single?

> She's taken okeh !

21: Say something about Number 2.

> Irritating sister ive ever had .

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?

> Again , I guess they dont know each other exists .

23: Describe Number 9.

> He's noisyyy , childish and nuts ! Tetap jiweku . (:

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?

> Stop them .?

25: Do you like Number 8?

> Yeah , jiweku jugak . :D

♥ Arystar , happy bilated birthday !

Well , firstly , I want to apologise for scolding you out loud infront of people at the bus-stop . I thought it was really a trick , but then , the birthday boy got me .

Kk , around 5+ after getting back from lepak , I went home and siap siap to meet Achik and Aishah . After reaching cwp , went to buy Ary's birthday present . Went vista meet boyf and lepak awhile . Around 8+ we gerak-ed go tamp . Otw there I received a message from Ameer saying its cancelled ! I was fucking pissed off . As we got down the bus , we saw Ary . I came to him and scolded him out loud infront of people . His face wassss so , ... After that went lepak under Ary's block . Aacha and An was there . Then amijan invited us to go up . Then we went up lah . Aman , Taslame and Ameer was there . Then Ary came with An(lagik satuh) with a cake . -.- So , it was all a lie . Waste time marah Ary siutsss . Then I apologised and gave him his present . He smiled and said , "Takperr ." . Teehees . ^^ Got alot of fooooood . Yummeh . Got out of their house 11+ . Reached home 12+ . -.- Aacha vomitted in the bus . -.- Good Aacha .

Today school nothing much happened . Lyn never come but I wasnt feeling lonely at all . The guys entertained me . (: Thanks manymany . Boyf gave me his green Krumpler bag . ^^ I love you manymany dearest . Hehs . ^^ Im going Indonesia , Karimun tomorrow . So ya , ill miss you guys manymany . Weeeeeeh . Boyf sanggop jumper pukol 5:45 besok . -.-

Boyf , I love you manymany and ill miss you manymany .

School sucks big time , again . Skipped malay class . Before that we had photo taking . Left 20mins to recess so me , Lyn , Haizat , Fikri , Fauzan and Nazree cabot . After that recess . Then after that it started to sucks , again . English lesson , Geog lesson , sleep . Im a lazyheadddd , oh my . I have to buck up , bodowww . Called Aisyah just now . And Yenny Goh Yenyen thought I couldnt recognise her bloody tikos voice by saying she's Aisyah . Teehees . ^^ I miss them freak much . Hoho . Ok , I love E-in ! ♥

Muhd Farihin Bin Farid , i love you manymanymany .
Ok , aku bored . [ 5.00pm ] ...

Hmpft , ive got alot of things to strike out on my wishlist . -.- Idk where the hell im gonna get money as im not working and my mum dont give me duet blanjer anymore . All I have is , school pocket money . -.- Sungguh the nabeyh .
I wish for this stuffs ! Buy me this stuffs ! -.-

Skate shoes . (hot banget !)

LV bucket bag

Coach handbag .

Greeeeen dress .

Greeeeen Havainas slipper .

Maybelline Lineworks® Waterproof Liquid Eyeliner !

Maybelline Superstay™ Gloss !

New handphone .

Ok , dah . Yang branded stuffs sumer I can ask my mum to buy for me . ^^ The rest all you guys punyer job . xp Im a pig , bitch . Thats why they call me thick skin . -.- Ok , whatever . Im gonna get new handphone soon . Thanks manymany granny . Cool shit , it rhymes . -.-

Ps/ Thanks Nicaahh ! Love you manymany ! ♥ :)

My mum's nagging . Sorry peeps I cant online . I'll off the comp in few mins . So , school sucks big time . I was sleeping the whole time like a pig . -.- Assembly got me high . Talk about sex . Was discussing it to Lyn and Fauzan . Laughing my ass off . Then they release us 30 mins late . -.- After school headed to 540 . Nampak Du , Ah Boy , Coyok . Bebual jap then go . Acap ikot ? Idk why .. Smoked at a block nearby school . Acap gave us an alarm saying a teacher is heading towards . Acap ran . Wooh , laju . -.- I just walked . But then , thank god Acap followed . Or else I wouls have been caught already . Deedi stupid . Thank Acap , my bodyguard . (: Then got home . After that online . Helped Faizal out with his fs . Asek ilang jer . -.- Babeh betol . Then I gtg , so I guess ill re-do it tomorrow . Sorry erk Faizal . K , i gtg . Fuck you bitch .

I hate school . -.- School sucks big time .
Ive been thinking of quitting .

Hello , morning .
Yesterday was kinda fucked up day . Seriously . Swayyyyyyyy banyak siulxx . Let me show you the list of swayness that happened yesterday . =.===

1) Wanted to go riding , last minute mum says no .
2) Wanted to meet boyf , then it rained .
After few hours of rain , it stopped . So went to meet boyf before going tampinese .
3) I couldnt on my handphone . Spoiled shit ! Boyf borrowed me his phone .
4) Aishah called saying she ran away from home . -.-
5) Aacha called saying Achik not coming .
6) I fought with Achik .
7) I've got no ez-link . So , I have to find cents to ride a bus go tampinese .
8) An was late . Waited almost an hour . -.-
9) We came Cik Karim house late .
10) Fought with Aishah cause she didnt want to go back home .
11) Got out of Cik Kairm house 11pm . Nearly miss the last bus .
12) In the bus , got the bad news from boyf . -.-
13) I was chased by a cat .
14) I arrived home at 1am . Pffttttttttttt .
15) My handphone lost it life .

Banyak punyer sway . Cish . Benciiiiiiiiii tau tak . Later i got to meet boyf to pass back his phone . He was sooooooooo sweet okeh let me use his phone . ^^ Thanks boyf . Love you manymany . Haha . And I was mostly pissed off with Aishah . Kau dah 17 , time lambat nak fanatic , bodowww . =.=== Kau 17 , so ? Big fuck perh sial ? Tsk tsk . Bebual kon- all the way .

You are a minahrep WANNABE . Bukan PURE tau . WANNABE !
=.======

Re-edit ,.. (3:20pm)
Tadi jumper boyf . Then lepak jap . Dudok kat trihouse . Then soooo many binatang okeh ! First semot on my hand . Then this insect idk what . Skali tengah bbl , aderh big spider jatoh kat my hand ! I screamed out loud and jump off the bench . Boyf pon ikot samer diri . Idk why . Skali boyf ckp , "Erm , u prasan tak got cicak kat bench u dudok . Dierh bawah pantat u jer .." I was sitting on a cicak ?! What the fuck !! Mukerh aku like nak nanges already . That thing was under my butt ! Fuck lizards . Eeeeek . K , stop . Im feeling disgusted .

Hell-looooow . -.-
I woke up early . =.=== I hate it . Later meeting Ahmed and Lyn . Maybe Dan if he's not working . Pfft . Im going riding around woodlands with Lyn . Pity Ahmed . Kasi aderh besi . Haha , tak dapat ikot riding . xp I find my blogskin plain uh . I got it from blogskins.com then change the background , colours and etc . Pfft . I want to get back to sleep but I cant . Im forcing myself to be lazy ! =.=== Later meeting boyf . Imhsm . Then baru riding .
K , I want to try get back to sleep .

Ok , re-edit (2:25pm) ..
Tak jadi go riding cause last minute my mum asked me to stay home . =.=== Im sooo used to it . Pfft . Tapi kan , naseb tak giy riding . Cause its raining . Thanks mum . =.=== But later around 6 gituh im going tamp . Meet Achik nan An . I have to reach there by 8 . I guess kua 6.30pm pon okeh . Jumpe boyf dulu . ^^ I find this blogskin simple and green and plain . And i dont know wether I like it or not . Hehs . xp Nak tuka siket uh .
Finish .

This peeps just rocks my life . Pfft . Leen , sorry bangettt . Malas nak online . Haha . So today school macam biaser . Got my money back from victor . Thank god . Thanks Ali ! ^^ Hahaaha . I think I like MT today . (for the first time) Hehs . 3/6 and 3/7 went to ITE . So left 3/8 and 3/9 . Kiterh kiterh jer . Laughed my ass off almost everytime . Hehs . (: After school went to pondok . Went off early . Takde chapel . Me , Dan , Golly and Ahmed was waiting for Lyn . She was attenfing the Green hampion thing . Idk what . Oh , ya . Golly went nuts throughout the day in school . After school suddenly diammmm all the way . I guess she have used up all the energy during school . Haha . Seriously , she wasn't being herself . She was nutsssssssss . Haha . After lepak , go home . Then boyf texted me asking me to call . I just got up from sleep . So , masai masai call dierh . He angkat . Then I said in a masai tone , "Can I call you 4pm ? I nak tido .." He said ok then I went back to sleep . I woke up at 5pm . I received soooo many missed calls from boyf . x/ Ooop , sorry deyh . My mistake . Imysm .

And Freddie , Freddie , Fred , Fred !

Bilerh the blogskin dah siap i'll text you alright ? :D

Pfft .
I didnt went to school today . Blame menses . And lazyness too . x) Hehs . Later around to meeting boyf and lyn skali at a nearby block to school . After that go library . Study , obviously . Common test is near siuts . I have to buck up . Lyn , idk . She seem to have no mood to study . =.==== Ok lah , aku bored . Bye .

Nanti2 aku reply tag korg .

Re-edit . ( 6.33pm ) ...
Met boyf jap . Then giy interchange same-same . Then byebye . *sobs* Jumpe kejap jer . Pfft . Then went to Dan house tadi while waiting for Lyn . After that me , Dan and Ahmed teros giy 540 . Dah jumpe Lyn then giy pondok lepak nan Alip . Then rest datang . After that we headed to RC rumah Ahmed . Then snapped some photos . Haha . Kekek siulxx . After that Lyn balek . Then takder keje nak buat me and Ahmed headed to 530 . Nampak Du , Man and Alip . Went 533 . Sumer dtg . Dan also . Then lepakkkkkk sampai 5 . Ahmed went siao . Tibe tibe he dokong me . =.=== Like what the heck . Aku takot jatoh siulxxx . After that headed to Marsiling to take cardigan from Kak Iyrah . Ahmed accompanied me . Awww , thanks . ^^ After that he sent me home . Thank you soooo much Ahmed Farshad for accompanying me the whole day .

Dah , finish . Reply to tags pulak ... :)
Leen : Hahaha , jyeahs . Da tau perhhhhh . 8D
Iiiina : Noooo , Ahmed and me bestie jer . :) E-in is my boyf . So satu jer lurh . :D

Aku swear aku pissed . Pasal E-in uh . Pfft . Liar , liar pants on fire . He say he wont cabot his remedial but he did . Go where ? Lepak . Pffffft . I dont mind the cabot thing but atleast takya tipu okeh kan . =.====== Wells , I wont pick up his calls anymore untill i feel like answering it . Simple like 1 , 2 , 3 . Grrrrrrrr . Geram siak . Da lah buku skola aku kene curik nan sik Victor . He admitted it kat Ping Seong . But bilerh kite tanye , he say tak . =.====== But then dierh ckp dierh nak bayar balek . If really it wasnt him , why must he pay back . Plamusibat . Cibai siak . Takde mood . Nak tido .

I hate liars . E-in is one of them . =.======

Re-edit . Mood swing uh tadi . Hehs . I love E-in . ^^ My satuh satuh nyerrrrr . :D Well , its stated clearly my boyf is E-in . Why so many people came up to me and ask , "You stead with Ahmad eh ?" .. Pfft , that doesnt mean me and Ahmad slalu giy skola samer2 means kiterh stead kan . Pape lah people , say whatever you like . Cause aku tetap sayang Muhammad Farihin Bin Farid .! ^^ Well , sooo far just one thing is a distract to our relationship . (insert word/name) . Yeah , they all planning nak buat ni lah tu lah . But guys , leave it okeh . Tak bawak faedah wasting time on it .

Hello ! :)
I've got no mood to post . So , ya . Bye .

Ohwells , tired uh siuts . Pfft . School was okay lah . Before school in the morning met Ahmad . Then we lepak-ed at pondok with Acap , Ah Boy and Jumbo . After that meet Lyn and Dan . In class , the only lesson we had was just Physics and English . The rest all dont have . Teacher mati . xp Hahaha , gerek seyh . I spend most of the time sleeeeeeeeeping . After school met Alip , Ah Boy , Jumbo , Ahmad , Dan and someone idk at pondok . After that me , Lyn , Ahmad and Dan when lepak at Ahmad house . Watched movie . Pfft . After that Ahmad sent me home . Then got home teros called E-In ^^ . And Ahmad and me kawan jer erk . (: Blahblahblah , currently online now . What a boring day . Im soooo lazy . To that sweet anomymous , oooops . I mean anonymous , keep on spamming . (: I feel so touched with your sweet words .

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to all except anynymous : Dont bother la .. Budak giniy no life . Haha .
to Achik : Buat aperh dee kat sini ? Helloooo , this is my place . And Achik , takmo layan la .
to anonymous : Eh , saperh mau isap kau peyh nonok sial . Bacen siuts . Haha ! Engkau uh siuts . Mati taknak cakap org . *geleng kepale* Bodoh , bodoh . Deei bapak kau bodoh ! :D

HELLO . :)
Ok , yesterday post was masai . Hahaha . Lazy uh siuts . Beyh tambah , tambah , tambah . Dah masai . Around 1.30 im going out siuts . ^^ Hehs . I woke up early . How shocking . Yesterday I slept late around 3+ ? Talking otp with a friend . And I woke up automatically around 10+ ? Pfft . I thought I would be waking up around 12 . Gahhhhhh , now I have to wait . I hate waiting . Urgh , besok skola . Malas siuts . Maths homework not done yet . Pfft . Faiz told me that he saw (insert name) at cwp ? (insert name) turned into a pure matrep . And i heard (insert name) is in (insert word) ? Ok , freaking dissapointed . Pfft , stop it deedi . Past is the past . You should move on . Well , I read Aisyah's blog . From 2007-2009's post .? I wasnt bored . I miss you guys sooooo much that I cried reading her post . We shared our laughter sumer , we fought . The worst fought I had with you guys was the beginning of January 2008 . A month before school close was when everything was mended . Thank god , there's still chance . :)

I miss Aisyah , Bird , Yenny and Shermaine .

2007 , it was the 8 of us . (including me)

Me , Aisyah , Bird , Yenny , Belvia , Sheryl , Amanda and Gwen .

Lamer2 , it was the 6 of us kan ?

Me , Aisyah , Bird , Yenny , Amanda and Gwen .

Then in 2008 it was ,

Aisyah , Bird and Yenny .

Few months before school close ,

Me , Aisyah , Bird , Yenny and Shermaine .

^^

You guys were the greatest friend ive ever had . (: I miss those times we shared our laughter sumer . =/ And I still remember when I was admitted to the hospital . You guys came and accompanied me . Thanks , I loveeeeee you guys soooo freaking much .

I swear , its not a lie .

Ps/ Who says im the girlfriend of Ahmed Farshad ?

Fuck , im having a terrible stomach cramps . Shit , fuck . Saket macam kene tepok kat perot . =.=== Ok , lembek . I think im having menses soon . Gahhhhhhhhhhh . Adoi . Sumpah saket siuts . Macam malas nak reply to tags and fs comment . Ill reply tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or so . Pffft . Bye . Saket gileh babeh . Wait ! To my last-last-last-last-last-last-last ex , after 2 years then you ask for patch .? I laughed my ass off sak . And I heard from Nad you bastard her cause you desperately want to patch up ? Oh wells , you want . But i dont want . Haha . And while stead-ing nan Nad you kenal-kenal with 2 girls ? Lols , kau manerh peyh hotstuff sak sumer pompuan nak kau . Tsk , kesian kau . Lagik2 sedare kau yang angan2 blg org aku sedare dierh . Pfft . =.==== Pape erk . Want to know the reason why I broke off with you ? The reason is , I was sick of drama(s) and all those asking for sympathy thingy . Well , happy valentine's day , Loser . (: To my dearest Nad , be strong ok . Guys like dierh not worth it lah seyyhhh . You're the strongest woman ive ever seen . I cant believe you can stand all his nonsense and drama(s) for 7 months . Pfft .

I miss MF Bitches so fucking muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

Read aisyah's blog .. Erm 2007 ?

During PE , Aisyah found 20cents . Then ..

hadeejah ; okayye arh .. i owe you ten cent right this one the money
aisyah ; this one also not your money
(she took the money and said ;;)
hadeejah ; mine and now i give to you so yours
aisyah ; dont lame luhhs ..
hadeejah ; aiyaaa
aisyah ; lets just be good for once ?
hadeejah ; what you want to do ?
aisyah ; lets just throw the money somewhere
(i took the money and throw it somewhere need the sink)
(hadeejah took it and throw it upwards . and everybody stared at us)

IMYYYYYYYYYYY !

Nothing much happened today . Pfft . xp Friday the 13 isnt an unlucky day after all . I love MT . Cekgu Rahman didnt came . Talk , talk to Rohaizat , Ali and Fikri . We were talking about that stuff . xp After school went with Dan , Ahmad and Lyn . He gave us a treat . Watch movie . Thanks . ^^ Pfft , Ahmad was irritating . So , got home around 5+ gituh . Then Ahmad had to go off cause he got gym . Got home , Meera , her adek and Jiji(idk how to spell) was at my house . A friend of Aacha . Didnt talk much . Gave my bed the biggest hug . Called Lyn . Talk , talk , talk . Yadayadayada . Hehs . Ah , about yesterday . Went to daddy's kenduri . ); I was so fucking shock . Sumpah siak . I thought it was Daddy smiling at me holding a ciggies kat staircase . My heart was going , "tuk , tuk ,tuk !" My muke blur semacam . Skali it was Uncle Zul . Musibottttttttttt . Terkejot siak . He was like , "Oi , asal kau tengok aku gituh . Ni Uncle Zul lahhhhhhhh ." Lols . Thank god its Uncle Zul . If it was arwahnye , I guess I would have been lying flat on the floor with my eyes closed . xp Ok , whatever . Next year Aacha kahwen ! ^^ Abg ipar aku 6 tahon siak . =.=== Hahahahahahah ! :DDD 6 tahon . Cute keperh . Hehs . Olah came to Aacha and said , "Aku nak kahwen nan kau next year ." Lols . I laughed my ass off siak . Kecik2 dah gatal . Hehs . ^^ Macam kiterh org kecik2 tak samer gituh . xp

You changed my whole life .

Dont know what you're doing to me with love .

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Shassy : Hahaha , tau takper . Hello back ! ^^ Seeya in school to canteks !

Kepale aku pusinggggggggggg . Idk what to do . Seriously siak .

That "A" , "B" and "C" says I should forget it . That "D" and "E" says dont trust them .

Peninggggggg siak . Pfftttttttttttttttttttttt . Bosan sak giniy .

I dont want to make another stupid mistake like what happen to me and ex .
Ok , forget it . Im soooooooo sick of this shitxxxxx and stuff !

Well , today school ended early . After school went Lib with Lyn and Dan . Lyn and Dan gadoh . =.=== Hello , im trying to study here . So I said , "If you guys tknk forgive and forget , aku balek . And dont talk to me anymore ." Im so sick of watching people fighting . Serious sak . After that around 2:30 gituh , temankan Dan , Alip and his friend go tindek . Cute sak dorg duer . Alip takot saket . And his friend also . Pfft . Then bodoh sak aku . Paisyeh siuts . Aku nak light filter . =.=== Alip then pushed my hand away . Ahhhh , he saves me ! =.=== Hahaha . Seriously , thanks eh Alip . Kalau tak aku paiseyh siak . I was already paiseyh . If he had not pushed away my hands , I would have already lighted the filter macam budak bodoh . Ok , malu . Then after that Dan blanje Macs . Kocek aku kosong deyh . Pfffft . Then tomorrow Dan aderh surprise ! ^^ And what thing 2 more days ? xp Ok , talking about that , I wish its 2 more years not days . After this bullshitxxx and stuffs . I miss daddy so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . =/ I want Olah and Shaqil to come my house and sleepover uh . Kesian dorg . Im going to get new handphone on Saturday . ^^ Ok , lompat lompat pulak . And suddenly aku miss dituh when we all tadi ----- --- . Teringat the past . Well , the past is the past okeh deedi ? Get over it !!!!!!!!! RAWR ! I want to scream ! Gimme ice-cream .

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to Romeo : Deedi tak layan ponnnnnnnnn . :D

to Cika : Not Cika you luhs sweets . Haha .

to NICAHH : Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Imy babe ! :D

Okeh , aku rindu Malacca . Hehs . Lagik-lagik that mat doorman . Sungguh cute . ^^ Sheeesh . Ok , stop it deedi . So today , Rohaizat didnt told me that he arrived the library siang . So , I went lepak with Ahmad under his block . Rohaizat told me to forget it . =.=== Pissed tau tak . So , I told Ahmad that I'll do self study at the Library alone . But he nak temankan . ^^ Awwwwwwww , sumpah sweet . Haha . So , yeah . Giy Library study . Ahmad was doing random stuffs like reading cooking books , writing my name in Arabic language , drawing fishes on a piece of fullscap and laughing out loud at a tittle of a book called , "WOK" . =.=== Lols . He made me laugh my ass off . Then I was cold . He let me wear his sweater . ^^ Hehe . Then he angkatkan my bag . Awwwwwwwwwwww . After that he anta me balek . Well , ilhgl . Valentine's day Dan aderh surprise for us !! :D Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh ! Aku sumpah happy ! :D

Im freaking dissapointed . Seriously . Cika didnt want to turon and I knew she had plans . Its like the last time for us to see Daddy . I cant believe she did this . I was soooo pissed when she said she couldnt make it . I was like , "Cant you get enough of disgracing our family name ?" Then she was like saying me and Acha hypocrite . Eh , sejahat2 kite org pon eh , kite org takde nak malukan name keluarge uh ehk . And when I say I dont treat you like a family member anymore , I mean it . I dont freaking care loosing a family member like you . You bring no good . And I seriously pity Olah . He was like , "Asal org tutop mukerh daddy ? Mcm manerh daddy nak tido betol2 ?" Shaqil cried like hell . They are still too young to lost a father . Olah only cried when he sees me crying . But he dont know what's going on . He thought today was Hari Raya as everyone ih the house was wearing baju kurung . Pfft . I didnt follow them to the kebumikan . I had terrible headache . So , from 370 , I walked home . Hmpft , my grandma kept fainting . Ok , I dont want to talk about it anymore . I swear im dissapointed with Cika . Seriously . I cant believe you just did that . =/

Ps/ Daddy isnt my dad . Its my uncle .

=.===

I didnt went to school today . Someone really close just passed away . ): Im going to siap2 and go there . Ill miss you sooo much and Ill pray to god to forgive all your sins . Sidiq was the worst one to cry and smoked 3 boxes of ciggs . Pffttttttttt . And my dearest Ahmad , im so sorry for keeping you waiting for 20 mins . Please understand . I hope youre not pissed off . Well , I miss you soooooooooooo freaking much . Last time we met was Saturday . Tu pon kejap . Not enough . (:

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anomymous : You cant even spell anonymous correctly . Pfft . When did I say im a prettyhead ? Siao .

Ok , today sucked alot . When I say alot , I mean it . Went fishing , no fishes . Then went Geylang , the stingy smell . Then went to mum's shop , bored cause of entertaining Mimi's freaking attitude . Then went Tekha(idk how to spell) , fucking irritated . Im just going to talk about the Tekha incident . It sucks alot . Mum and dad brought me there to accompany them buy electric appliances . When we just arrived , there were sooooooo many banglas . They were celebrating Thaipusam(idk how to spell) . We managed to get inside Mustaffa(idk how to spell) Centre safely . Shopping , shopping , shopping . Mum changed her mind . All stuffs to be bought were placed back into places . Pfft . On the way back to the van , outside the mall , I cant walk . Its like riot already . Its all cramped up . Those stingy smell sumer . Really got me irritated . We wanted to cross the traffic put the Thaipusam thingy blocked our way and kept us standing there for like 15 mins ? Wtf , yeah . Then banglas were like pushing2 and touching2 ? One bangla just touched my atas and bawah like wtf ?! I was soooooo pissed off that I scolded that a-hole . My mum and dad joined in too . Bilerh dah dapat cross , all banglas were like fighting ? One of them ter-punched me ? I cried out loud . It was soooo scary . I felt like in the 80s or whatever . Like the Hock Lee bus riot like that ? After that managed to get out of those mess . I was still crying . The police officer came and asked why . My mum scolded the police officer cause they only know how to besar kan nonok then helping the situation . Plamusibat siak . Im never going there again ! I hate it ! =/

Fuck them . Fuck those perverts .

I hate them . They think they're soooooo handsome .

Lick my a-hole pussies ! =/

New pictures ! Will be uploaded in fs soon . Ive not been logging in to fs for days already ? Sorry people , blame lazyness . Haha . ^^ Im going fishing later ! Yes uh . I miss fishing . Fyi , I love fishing ! Im going with my family bebeh . Actually today Ahmad was thinking that we go fishing together . But then my family pulak nak go fishing together . Family or Ahmad ? Family , of course . But I'd love to follow Ahmad . (: Haha . I miss Syafiq ! Haha , gyeahhh . I havent told him yet my phone got confiscated . I hope he reads this . :D Hehs . Booooooh , tomorrow's schooling . Pffttt . Macam malas gituh . But then alright uh masok skola lambat . ^^ Im no more ok with that (BBS) . Ps/ Im never ok with him . Haha . Disgustingggg . Ali was like laughing his ass off when me and Lyn kutok kutok that (BBS) . He says , "Aku suke sak korg kutok2 dierh . And kau erk , kutok org nombor 1 ." Eh , biase uh . Katerh deedidaisy . xp And yay ! Tomorrow morning Ahmad taking me ! :))) *jumps around macam monkey* Ok la , im going off soon . Fishing , fishing , fishing . Panceng aperh ? Panceng laki , of course . xp Hahaha , jk la . Enough craps . Ill upload new photos soon alright in fs ? And I promise that ill be online soon . Soooooooooooooooon . Hahaha . Tcs yaw ! ^^

Baby , you get me on ice .

Baby , im frozen .

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to Acha : Case closeeeeeeeeee la bodow . =.===

to all : Can stop talking about the rumours ? Tyvm . (:

Peeps , ive told you many times . I dont fuck care about the rumours . Takya nak kecoh2 . Yang aperh dalam blog Aacha , its not real . Ok , im here cause of boredom strikes . Not that i want to waste my freagging time talking about this fucking rumours . (: I miss Ahmad already . ^^ Haha , he's freaking house poor reception uh siuts . Ber-tambah bored tau takkkk . Haha . ~ oh , he's like a star . like star , like a star . Ok , enought craps . ^^ Huhu . Eh dessefnoc ot em taht eh sevol em ! (: Lols , haha . Tssp , i ekil mih oot . Ssshhh . Haha , tak paham ? Takmo macam paham . Ni bahse French . French Fries . Hahaha , okk . Whatever . Mum , dad , Mimi and Aacha still not home yet . =.=== Pfft , humdrum siulxxx . Idk what to do . Sleep , eat , talk otp for 3 hours (not enough) , bareng , went online , bareng , makan , otp for another hour (still not enough) , went online again , watched Dostana , otp again and went online again . =.===

Humdrummmmmmm .

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Shassy : Yeah , hopefully dapat bertemu bersama anda lagik ! *wink*

Achik : Buat aperh ? Blog Aacha ? Its stated up there already tak true kannn .

Leen : Kk , whatever . Dont care about that rumours anymore alright ?

Eyyy people , its your choice erk nak caye ke taknak . If you really think im not a virgin , well I dont care . (: This is all shit . Its a waste of time to get all stressed up with this bloody rumours . What I know is , I want to have fun in life . Haha . Yesterday me and Aacha fought . *looks down* The post below uh , I was pissed off . She kept threatening me . Pfft , I dont care much . Yadayadayada . Haha . Later nak jumpe Fikri sumer kat bns . Rohaizat make it early siak . Around 11+ . I guess most peeps belom bangon ponnnnn . I was like begging Fikri , "Eh , 12:30 uh . Pleaseeee ." :D Haha . Ok , my mp3 screen crack ! Sedihhhhhhhh bodoh . Ni uh , yesterday . I was so pissed off that I campak my mp3 . "Kepiangggg !" Screen retak . I want a new mp3 ! :) And oyah , peeps , sorry erk tak reply to your frienster comment or go online . Malas uh . xp

I miss you so much . (:

current mood :

6:10pm , continuation .. :)

Celebrating Ali's birthday was fun . We waited for Lyn for soooo long . Then when Lyn datang Rohaizat sumer nyanyikan Birthday wish kat Lyn . Lols . Sajer sajer je . xp The cake sedap siuts . Chocolate cake . Then caer uh tunggukan Lyn . Haha . Sumer dah datang , kite org blow candle . Then makan . Ali abes makan , Rohaizat datang teros campak tepong . Then start uh bashing . Aku bukan birthday girl aku kene rabak . Because rumah dekat . Haha , lols . AFter that sumer balek . I go home tuka baju dulu then jumpe Dan and Ahmad ^^ . I was wearing boxers . =.=== Pfft , bagos . Memalukan siak . xp

Gahhhhh , boredom is killing me . Ive got nothing else to do ! So , im blogging again . (: Haha . Tomorrow have to wake up earlyyyyyyyyy . Nak giy celebrate Ali's birthday . Pfffft . Hope Lyn ikot . She asked me to tanyer her dad . Wth ? Like this erk ? "Cik ! Please Cik ! Kasilah Lyn ikot Deedi kua .. ): *sobs*" Lols ! Hahahaha . Not gonna happen . Haha . Im sooooooo in love with this song . *gelek to the beat* Haha . And and also in love with him . Haha . :D Aku rinduuuuuuu dierh . ^^ Yesterday , I got to know something . Sewelllll ! Pfft , he really pisses me off . Irritating adek . xp Padehal padehal . Hahaha . I find gloomy bear cute . Haha . 9 o'clock bebeh ! Im missing him like hell . Hehs . ^^ Well , my mum dont trust me anymore ? Eyyyyy , when im running wild , she thinks im innocent . But when im innocent , she thinks im running wild . Pfft . She went to the library to check me out yesterday . She say she couldnt find me . =.==== I was right there at the back of the bookshelf with Rohaizat , Fikri and Eleanore . Kk , whatever . Dont feel like talking about my mum . Makes my head go ay ya ya ya ya ! Hahaha . :) Still , i love her .

To Aacha , my sister . You can keep on threatening me .

Eh , kau nak bilang dierh aku shake , minom , smoke and whatever ?

Plabut uh , ni sumer hal kecik uh eh .

Didnt went to school today . My eyes were swollen . Idk because of what . I woke up and showed my maid my eyes . My maid asked me to get back to sleep . So yeah , I did . But Ive forgotten that Ahmad was waiting for me ! Oh , shithead . Yes , I am a shithead . Around 2+ called him . And thank god he wasnt pissed off . He waited for me 6.45 till 7.20 . Omg . I felt soooooo bad . He said he waited for me sooooo long and bought me something . He bought for me chocolates ! Hahaha , sungguh sweet ! ^^ But too bad I didnt came . That chocolate would have been mine already . x) He says Monday he's going to buy chocolates again . Tyvm ! I like , I like . Haha . Im gonna call him later . Now he's busy with lasering tattoo thingy . Pfft . I hate guys with tattoo . But atleast Ahmad tengah buang . So , yeah . Im okay with it . Haha . Dan shocked me saying that he and Ahmad fought . The reason was , "Ahmad giy tendang pantat aku biler aku nak giy keje . Geram sak aku . Beyh dierh cakap dierh maen2 ." Lols ! Hahaha , kekek siulxxx . But mesti okeh baleknyerrrrrr . :)

Happy Bilated Birthday Wei Rong ! :DD

I love the way you say your , "Aiyaaaaaaaaaaa !" Haha .

Im already starting to miss that guy .

Erm , not Wei Rong . xpp

School was normal . Nothing special . :)) Tomorrow maths test ! Omg ! I hope what Rohaizat and Fikri thaught me just now tak kua tlinge kiri sudah ! Pffft . After school tido jap then went to the library to study . Yes , study . I seriously need to buckup . Haha . Thanks Rohaizat and Fikri for teaching me . I had fun learning together with them . Matrep and skinhead are quiet clever too . Haha . Few minutes like that Elanore (idk how to spell) came . :D We talked . She's quiet funny too . Haha . After that went Macs . My pocket was empty . So Rohaizat gave me a treat . Hahahaha . Sedap siot , free perh . xp Haha . Well peeps , my phone got confiscated , again . Because my mum thought that im still lepaking with that peeps . My mum was pissed off that she did not even gave me a chance to speak . Pfft ! My mum says untill she fully trust me , Ill get my phone back . ^^ Yay and Booooooh :( cause I know it'll take a long time . I miss him already . Haha . We didnt even talk one whole day ! Only otp when I just got home around 7+ like that ? Pfft . Ok , whatever . Haha . :)

Haix , mak bapak control anak sangat sangat .

Dorg pike anak dorang baek .

Padehal padehal . xp

Husssssshhh , he's mine . Haha . :D Got home around 4 ++ . Before that got CA . Start at 3 . Before CA went lepak with Dan , Lyn and Ahmad ^^ . Before that , morning jumpe Faiz and Kambeng dulu then jumpe dorg . Then me and Ahmad like diammmmmm jer . Tak bebual . Shy doks . Haha . Then during Recess , he said , " Hie deedi ! :D " Ok , haha . After school baru kite bebual . ^^ Hehs , tapi tak bebual sangat uh . :) Ngah jalan skali Lyn's dad aderh . He gave me a ride home . Dapat lepak jap jer . Haha . Nehminds , besok skola (fly , fly , fly) . xp Tak paham , takmo macam paham . xp Haha . Penattttt seyyy . Kaki macam nak putos doks . Lyn uh ni . Pergi sini , pergi saner . Haha . I had fun in chemistry . For the first time I understand what Ms Phua thought me . *jumps around like monkey* ^^ Text-ing Ahmad now . :DDD Well , I didnt changed my blogskin . I create it myself . I mean like remix it . I spent hours okeh . Penat doks . I was random at the time . Slept at 3 , woke up at 5.30 . Baek keperhhhhh . English class , tido . Hahaha . But still , maseh penat . Pfft . K , done . Aku nak tido . Haha . Tc loves ! Weeeeh ! :D

Love love banyak banyak . ^^

++ Sangat sangat .

1. The person who tagged you:
- Fir Cursed !

2. Your relationship with her/him:
- Friends / Councillor . xp

3. Your 5 impressions of her/him:

- Metrosex , Friendly , Crazy , Funny and Hot la kan . :D

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you:
- Hmm , listening and helping me out on what to do in my biggest problem .?

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
- The sweet words in my Birthday wish ! :D

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on:
- I dont want . Because I dont want to loose him as a friend . If he became my lover , everything will change . I like him just the way he is . (:

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
- If ? Well , it will never be .

8. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now:
-Go to sleeeeeep ! Hoho .

9. Your overall impression of him/her:
- Friendliest humanoid .!

10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you:
- Erm , idk erk .

11. The character you love about yourself is:
- I can make myself laugh without doing anything . :DDD

12. The character you hate about yourself is:
- Hmmmmmmmm , I cant control my anger ? Yeah .

13. The most ideal person you want to be:
- I want to be like Cursed . Happy-Go-Lucky . But Metrosex , out . x))

14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
- I appreciate you guys for layan-ing my nonsense craps and shits ! I love you guys sooooooo much !

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you:
Ni aku blank .

:D

Oh , well . Just got the bad news . Pfft , pity . Talking otp with Ahmad . ^^ I like , I like . Just now morning I was sooooo pissed with him . I waited for like 45 mins skali dierh dah sampai and dah pergi dulu pon . =.=== Ternampak dierh kat bawah block nan Dan . I came I was stomping my feet mengamok skali Dan ckp , "Kau mengamok sebijik nan kakak kau . Aku ingat lagik seyy !" Hahaha . Lols . Biase uh . Kate deedidaisy and Aacha . Hahaha . Then Lyn lambat . Kene kejar nan anjeng .!! Hahaha . Baek mood ngah marah2 , teros jadi giler ketawe2 pagi2 bute . Haha . Rambot Lyn dah macam witch . Haha ! Kekek siulxxx . Then lepak there sampai around 8:30 then masok skola . When we came to the traffic light , sumer org tngkkan kite org . Idk why . Haha . Then that bloody bitch aderh . Sial uh . Mate saket sak . Mate macam steam konyol angkat drug gituh . Beyh gigi terkua . Macam hamster angkat drug siak . Hahaha ! Evil siots . Then dalam class , Rohaizat , Fikrie , Ali , Lyn and me were like sitting together in a group . Kite kutok kutok tu (BBS) . Pecah perot . Ali ketawe , seram sak . Haha . Kutok org #1 perh deedi . Haha . Then kiterh bbl pasal macam2 uhs . Haha . Then after school nampak Putri , then we went rilek jap then giy cwp samer2 . Cute uh dierh ehs . Haha . K , i need to finish my malay CA homework ! :D

I Love You ! I Love You ! I Love You !

=DD

Im soooooo gonna upload new photos soon . Sabar okeh ? :) Well , I cant sleep . I went high on caffeine . Haha . My eyes are still big macam goldfish . Haha . Ok , tadi Achik called . I didnt know it was him . Talking nonsense . I was like maki-maki-ing and scolding-scolding . That bloody Achik recorded it . And show it to people . Walanehssssssssss . Achik rabak . My suare macam mak-mak tengah marah anak dierh . Haha . An dengar , ketawe . Musibottttttt . Idk if that Achik gonna show it to Aman and clan . Ill smack his bloody head ! Sumpah . Hahaha . Musibottttttt sangat sangat . Well , I think im having a crush to this one particular guy . I dont go for looks anymore (siket jerr) . I go for the heart . Haha . But I know this guy is wild . Maybe if he's serious with me and sanggop buat paper , I want him to change . :) Harap he's not like that bloody bastard ex of mine . Obviously , you-know-who . Besok jumpe Ahmad , Lyn (A-KIA) and Dan (A-KIA) pagi-pagi before Dan go work . :D Hehs . Bored siuts , macam taknak tido . Thanks uh kopi . Hahaha . Okk , maybe nanti aku nak try tido . :) Pfftttttttttt , Acha biseng uh . Otp nan Achik . Tsk . Im sooooooo gonna delete that recording when I meet Achik , seriously . Nyahahas . Erm , k uh . Deedi nak tryyyyyyyyyy tido . Huhu . Nytes !

Forgive and Forget .? Well , alrighties !

=D Deedi hati lembot alright .

Haha .

To that guy . Im not giving you hopes . Its like years since we've contact . Idk why you're acting sooo childish . I've told you , lets be friends not more . But you're not getting the right message . Pfft . Idk whats wrong with guys nowadays . Soooo desperate . Ok , whatever . I had fun talking to Ahmad otp yesterday . Huhu . He's soooo funny . And Lyn told me he said , " - ---- ----- ! " ? Lols . Hahaha . Around 3 put down the phone cause dad asked to . =.=== And went straight to bed . Haha . Gosh , there's still a whole lots of book to be bought . I need around $80 ? Pfft , i owe teachers alot of homeworks cause I got nooooo textbook/workbook . I failed alot of my test lately due to no textbook . I know my parents are having problems . Ill just wait . And I need to buck up in studies . I still got maths homework to do , malay homework to do and idk what else . Hmpft . Haiyoooo . So memenengkan kepale dong . And oi people , Valentine's lambat lagik la . Haha , kecoh sey . And ya , I miss Syafiq . Hoho , bestieku . Sorry I didnt answer/reply to your calls/messages lately . My pp8 low uhs . Anything when im free , Ill call you alright ? And get well soon . (: And2 one more thing , no need to buy that skate shoe pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee . :D I dont like people wasting thier money for me . Please , please , please . :)

You dont need to spend on me

just to show how much you treasure our friendship .

I already know how much you care .

I can see it .

:)