Im in a kinda-shock-but-crazy kinda mode .

I saw live porn . I swear . And the park nearby my house . Yeah , park . I didnt went to school today and thought of meeting Lyn . I did . I walked passed the park and I saw this man who was wearing boxers looking around . He then opened his boxers . I thought he's just an crazy arse who wants to let out some shit . But he layed down and was going up and down like how those people was having sex . I got shocked . I looked again (curiously lah!) and saw a naked woman lying on the floor . Both were naked . And were having sex in the green house . It really disgust me you know . Nak maen pon , balek lurh rumah . At the same time , I felt like screaming into laughter . I just watched live porn ! Nyahahas ! Baek punyerh . -.-

*Looks up* , nyahahas ! Great way to start your day . - 9:00pm .

Hello humanoids .

Sorry about yesterday . I wasnt having a great time . First thing that was sure enough , mood swings due to menses . Sorry cause I didnt entertain much to those who tried chatting with me yesterday . Thanks to Cursed who cheered me up a lil bit . But I guess im kinda alright today . Drank 3 cups of coffee yesterday night . Ended up with huge goldfish eyes which cant be shut . I didnt know what to do . So , I read the Twilight (New Moon) book which was borrowed by Kak Iyrah . I started reading the book around 1am ? And ended up sleeping around 4 or 5am . Woke up around 8am . Didnt expect it to be so early . Woke up , continued reading the book . Make myself another cup of coffee . And im done reading 1/2 of the book . I think ill stay home today and tomorrow . My throat's soring . I guess to much sweet drinks and chocolates ? Maybe .

Boring enough eh ?

FUCK , AKU PISSED ! GILERH BABI !

FUCK KAU LUH BOY . PERH HAL NAN KAU ?
KALAU KAU NAK BREAK NAN GIRL KAU ,
OR WHATSOEVER ! FUCK , AKU TAK ERAN .
TAKYAH BUAT AKU JADI BARANG KAU ERK !
WHAT'S IN YOUR YELLOW MIND ?
YOU GOT A GIRL PLUS ,
2 GIRLS SUCKING YOUR DICK .
WTF , SERIOUS SIAK .
TAKDERH BUAH PERH ?
KAU BUAT AKU , AKU BUAT KAU BALEK .
INFINTY TIMES RABAK EH BOY !

One perfect word to discribe today ; FUCK (!)

I nearly got myself killed today . Such a sway day siulx . Met Du , Coyok , Dan and two other humanoids idk . I was puffing ciggs when a discipline teacher passed by . Bodoh siulx . Then was caught . Acar siket cakap both my parents sick and I got away . But still , its kept in my record . Wth siulx . Stupid siak deedi tak dengar cakap Du . And im sure tomorrow they're gonna spot check on me . Pfftttttttt . Nabeyh . -.-

Pathetic enough ? Ok , bye .

Dear ex , I swear I miss you .

Im terribly missing him . Its going 3 months soon since we took our own path . But still , im not over you . I cant get over you . I still miss you . And I love you .

I swear im pissed with (Insert names) . To (Insert name) , why the heck did you push me on the floor and .. Pfft . Im not your bitch . And to (Insert name) , youre stupid . I regard you as a bestie but are you regarding me as one ? Pfft . Bosan uh siulx .

Cut the crap .

To ex , why are you still bothering my life ? I thought you already got her for replacement ? Why are still bothering me ? You think what , others are scared of you ? Oh , puh-lease .. Youre a mat-rep wannabe . Fanatic I shall say . (Sticks out middle finger) Why are you still searching for (Insert name) ..? FYI kan , me and him already broke up uh ehs . All thanks to you . Appreciate it much . What are you trying to do ? Patch or what ..? Please erk , I dont do patch . Get out of my life . Fuck you .

Oh , before I forgot something ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH BBY (!)
3 years of friendship and still counting baybeh .
May all your wishes come true . Love you so much . ;]

♥ Shut the fuck up , bitchxx .

Humdrum much ? I guess so . Pfft . Everyone's out . Left me and Acha at home . She's snoring . So , it makes me the only human whom eyes are wide open in this house . Yay , tomorrows schooling . Boo , I lost my report book . Thanks to that freaking stupid alienated-faced maid . -.- What am I going to say to teacher ?

(Sticks out middle fingah)
Pathetic siulx . -.-

Ok , yesterday wasnt plain .
Something terrible just happened .

Dad was sent to the hospital . But now he's back home . Ok , my dad suddenly lost his memory . He forgets everything he did in the past but he can still remember people . Weird . My mum was so worried so she went to my dad's office to take him to the doctor . I accomponied her . When we came , he was like , "Korg buat aperh kat sini ." He forget everythingggg ! Then Cik Rasul was there too so he helped us by driving us to the hospital . Dad kept asking where we're going eventhough we told him a thousand times already . He kept asking the same question and he forgotten that he already asked .

Nyanyok or what ? Thank god he knows us all .

We arrived at the hospital . After being warded he asked , "Camne aku dtg sini ? Aku pengsan ehk ? Astagfirullahalazim ." -.- News spread fast . Right on that night Mak Jah and family , Cik Mansor and family , Mami and boyf and Cik Hasman and wife together with nenek came . People really love my dad . Hees . ^^ Mum stayed overnight with dad at the hospital . So I slept over Cik Mansor's house as buses and mrt dah takderh . I had fun there . Hani cheered me up . We talk and talk and talked untill it was around 6am or what ? We slept . Hahaha . Then next day which is today got to know dad's back home .

Went home with Mak Jah's family and Cik Mansor's family tagging along . When I reached outside the door I was shock . I thought it was Hari Raya or something . So many kasots and selipars . Musibot , haha . Banyak sedare sebalah ayah came . I seriously can see how much they sayang my dad . Well , now my dad can recall abit of his past . Abit only .

It takes alot of time to recover back all your past .
Ok , cite panjang . Cutttttttt . ;)

♥ Give it to me now . (:

Today is kinda plain boring simple day . Pfft . No ciggs . -.- Took Shaqell from Mami house . If not Ollah would tag along but he wants to follow Mami go KL . So , go ahead then .. Idk what to say . I cant wait to get out of house to buy ciggs (!)

Pfft , boring kan ?

Yay , I got out of house . Peace .

No , no . Not that I ran away . I just got out of house to get some fresh air . Pfft . -.- So , now , im at tampinese . I gave reasons to my dad to get out of hell . I said I need to go and re-print my lost E-learning worksheet . Well , its true though . And im printing it now . After this idk where to go .. I dont want to return to hell . Maybe ill go Kad , hangout . Before this , I went to meet the Phantom people . Ouh , so hotheat siak . Huhu . I wanted ciggs . I asked Kad then Salleh heard . He wanted to give me . His cleverness he said out loud , "Nak rokok ? Jap erk ." And An Caicai was there . -.- An Caicai was like , "Aperh ? Aku cepuk mukerh kau .." -.- Great , thanks .

I find Wan Haram hotheat siulxxx .

Hello earthlings !

I wont be online or blogging too often I guess . I fought with my mum . Idk because of what . I cant remember . And now we're not talking . Great . I hate her . Everytime we fought , mesti she will bring Mimi and Haiza to Macdonalds . Everyyyyyyyyyyytime . She knows I like Macdonald . But hey , im not jealous . -.- I got money , can buy myself . Pfft .

Mum ; "Pergi uh klua , jumpe kawan korg . Tengok dorg kasi kau makan tak !"
I replied ; "Buleyh erk ? Adek dari ituari nak kua , tapi Ibu yang tak kasi ."
Mum ; (to bibik) "Tengok uh mulot dierh ! Kuang aja sangattttttt . Saket hati !"
I reliped ; "Tengok uh . Haha . (Laughed sacarsticly) Kesiannnnnnn ."

She's really pissing me off , you see . Im so sick and tired .
Ps/ I have a childish mum as well .

Freak , I swear I miss you .

I kept thinking of him . Idk why . Its been already 2 months since we broke up . I still cant get rid of you from my mind .. and my heart . Pfftttt . You're just such an ass . Idk why im in love with an ass like you . What should I do ? Be strong and try to move on ? I dont think I have the strength anymore .. Its real sad you know when youre in this type of position . Confused , sad and etc . Pfft , more I talk about it , more I feel like breaking down .

I went back to the past . (Archieves) From November sampaiiii now .
Pfft , posts about me and him . All those sweet memories .
I really feel like breaking down , I swear .
Ps/ I still keep that hugeee bear you bought for me during my birthday .

So , yesterday me and Acha went Ubi to temankan dad anoh satay . Kak Emma tagged along . She was the entertainer for the day . Laughed my ass off alot . We got bored . So me and Kak Emma thought of rounding around Ubi . We did . We came to a bubble tea shop and I wanted to buy Milo Extreme when this bunch of mats were like disturbing us . -.- Pathetic siak dorg . While waiting for my drink , we sat on a chair nearby . Those mats were next to us . Asked us sooo many question . Kak Emma replied damn rudely to them while I just kept quiete . After getting my drink , we quickly walked off .

What should I do today ?

I laughed my ass off looking at this .

Hahaha ! Mum's fighting with the crazy-ass next door . That woman is such an ass siulxx . My dad got home then she was like , "U tengok u nyer wife ." Then my mum said , "Aperh u , u ? Suami aku kahwen nan kau ? Banyak cantek mukerh kau , sial !" Hahaha . Ok , mak aku fierce . Haha . Whatever , let the maciks gadoh . Dont bother . Its so boring staying home with the weather like shit . Pfft . I want to get out lah can ? But my dad's being such an *** . -.-

Im blanked , fucktards .

♥ Oh baby , come to me .

Robert Pattinson sungguh hot right ? He got frozen . And not forgetting , Taylor Lautner and Kallen Lutz too . (: My boyf and my scandal . Somehow me and Acha became "Twilight Freaks" . Idk why . Pfft , I cant sleep . My back hurts . Ok , whatever . Stop complaining . Dad , I want to go out this Tuesday . I dont care . Say whatever you want to say cause ill just shut my bloody nose . I mean ears . -.- Awwwch , my back really hurts alot . Ive put myself to bed for too long already and I dont feel putting myself back there again .

Ouch , ouch (!)

Read my lips .

Pfft . Went Changi yesterday and got home around 6am . Im still tired . Was waken up by this bunch of budak motor making noise . -.- Thanks . I feel like watching Twilight again . Gahhhh , my husband . Ok , im hating the weather . It kept raining and I hate it . Ruined many of my plans . And March hols , my dad asked me to stay home like fuck . I dont care what he says . I still insist on going out with my friends . -.- Cish . Boreddddd siulx .

I hate sec 2 NT bitchxx .

♥ Hold me tight , so I wont fly away .

March Holidaysss ! Teehees . ^^ My schedule tight siulxx . Those who wants to meet me , make an appointment first . Tuesday/Thursday going shisha then drink . On the 24th , Aisyah baby birthday . I kept reminding myself bout this almost everyday . Ive changed my link . Ill update you people soon . Anybody can help me grant this things ?

Twilight Saga Box Set

Supra Skytops

Skate Shoes

Mp3

♥ meet my another-new boyf . (:

Oh , I fell in love with a fictional character . O.o He got me frozen to death . He's so the hotheat . I agree with Acha that vampires are hot . I want a vampire for boyf pleaseeeeeee . ;D Hehs . Ok , lets not talk about my boyf/husband okeh . School was great . Yeah , last day then holidayyyyy ! Wooheee . Got our report book back . I failed 3 subjects except for English and Malay . Mum was nagging and I was grounded . Who cares . Haha . (: Chapel was kinda fun . xp

After school met boyf . Obviously its Robert Pattinson lah kan . Saperh lagik ? He send me back home . We fly . Teehees ^^ . Gerek you know . Ok , I can see that deedi tengah bebual world . Whatever . He's mine . Tomorrow meeting him again . Nak giy jumperh parents dierh . xp Haha . Whole day I was fighting with Golly bout my boyf . Haha , dont cry baby . x)

I N E E D T O B U C K U P , B O D O H !

youre the fucktard .

Just got home from school . As usual , school was boring . Boyf wants to breakup sementare waktu and after that thing dah settle then patch back . -.- I said , "I dont do patch . So , you really want to break ?" .. Then he replied , "No lah ." -.- Pffttttttt . Boyf , which one you want ? Whatever luh kan about that ex of mine . Im not gonna go back to him . Sorry . As I say , I dont do patch . Zzzzzz . Past = over ! Get that ? Haiyoooo .

After school went lepak at 539 with Dan , Lyn , Sewel , Jumbo , Coyok and Dudu . Pipi aku jadi bahan today . Sewel and Dan was sitting on my left . So both of them pinched my cheek on the left . On the right pulak Coyok . Idk what the hell is wrong with him today . I guess he was too excited about ~ ella ella , eh eh . xp He was the one yang started all this . Aderh org ngah dudok diam dierh giy cubet2 . Cubet2 takperh . He slaped me ! He says , "Pipi kau tembammm !" -.- Saket tau tak boy . Free free perh . ^^ Haha . Then balek .

To ex ,

Dont bother my life anymore . Kalau nak rembat aku , go ahead uh . One word , dayus . :)

Awww , so sweet kan ? This are my kaki gereks . (:

Aderh yang missing lah kans . Saperh erk ? Weym uhss . Haha . Long time never see him already . Wonder how he's doing now . Well , today school was kinda frozen . I mean it was so freaking cold and I was already frozen due to the weather . After recess , I slept for about 2-3 periods and woke up when it was time for Assembly . Pfft . -.- Boring sungguh .

After school went Yazs/Lyn house with Sewel and Boyf skali . Teehees . ^^ Had fun there . Lyn's dad gave us nasi briyani . Yummeh , nice . I like . xp Dah free , mesti sedap . Haha . After that went cwp . Jalan jalan . Boyf dah ilang go Civic meet kawan . Never tell me maen lesap jerh . -.- So , I went home straight away . Blahblahblah .

Idk what to sayyyyyyyyyy .

Hmpft , I just cant forget about ex . Not the previous one . I thought the previous ex could mend my heart . But it seems that he was hurting me more . Who should I rely on to now ? Boyf ? I hope so . Im not desperate for love . Im just desperate to be mended . Biggest mistake . Pfft .

I hate Muhd Lufti Bin Latif .

Thanks for the miseries .

Dear ex ,

Thanks alot . For the memories and everything . Youve made my life a complete misery . Being with you was the biggest mistake ive ever made in my whole entire life . I thought I could trust you .. But then , I was wrong . You ended up having a spare tire behind my back . It hurts me alot that I cried for hours till I fell asleep and when I woke up , I continued crying for hours again . Thanks alot . I had great time with you but I didnt thought that everything would go this way . Youre my first love and my enemy . I wish someone could mend my heart .

And 2 months being with you , was worthless . ( 111108-110109 )

How I wish my dearest cookie monstar could mend my heart .

Love ,

♥ Deedidaisy .

♥ meet my new boyf , cookie monstar .

Clue : 060309 . (: Wont have any further explanation .. So yesterday was An's bilated birthday party . Went Sengkang and reached there around 9pm . Waited for Ary , Aman and Don but they were taking their own sweet time to come so we went up to An's house first . It was great you know . I had lots of fun . But i spent most of the time talking otp with boyf . (: An decided to play musical chair . -.- That childish game . Pfftttt .

We all just played ajerh uh cause birthday boy's wish , what to do kan .. Ended up me being second and Afai got first . Then it was time to potong cake . An's mum asked all of us to bace doa then Don was playing afool alllll the way . Belom paperh dah amin . Haha . I seriously had fun there and the cake was terrific ! x) Don the tataw malu face wanted more . Hahahaha . Got out of their house around 11pm and reached home by 12pm . Penattttttttt banget sih . Got home otp-ed with boyf all the way till morning .

I love boyf muchmuch .

i love this bunch .

First thing first i'd like to say , me and him dah over ! I know you got spare tire , well I got one too . :) Cause when I ask for a breakup what you said was , "Sukati lah .." . Well , you dont even care . So do I . :D Went ITE again . This time was boringggggg . No part yang fun . Pfft .


K dah , aku bosan .

Stupid picture . Dont care about it . Pfft .

I had fun today . Went to ITE Macpherson with the class and 3/8 . First first macam boring gituh . It was soooo quiete and we had to listen to this teacher (who thinks he's funny) talkkkk for like about one hour ? I was falling asleep already when its Tea Break ! Wooheeee ! ^^ After tea break , it was time for floorball . My group members was Lyn , Haizat , Ali , Fikri , Fauzan and Wei Rong . The best . All games we won . First , it was Ali who scored one . Next it was me , 2 times okeh . (bangge uh siuts) Then it was Fauzan , scored one . Pompuan jugak yang the best kan ? Hehs . x)

After that Lunch , met ex for awhile . We talked . Talked about our life now , blahblahblah . Then after that was erm , this business thingy ? The room was soooo cold and nearly fell asleep . Well , I already fell asleep . xp Then Tea Break again . Went toilet blahblahblah saw Farhan . Said hello and he couldnt remember me . -.- Baek keperh . Pfft . Then saw another Farhan . It wasnt him . It was some sort like his twins gituh . xp

Was with Ali , Fikri , Haizat , Lyn and Fauzan throughout the whole day . Then nampak Jumbo . Sombongggg very the very . Hmpft , nehminds . Next time we meet , ill slap that big ears of yours . Nyahahas ! Jk jerh . Then went back to that bloody cold room . This time round I wasnt falling asleep . I had fun . Hehs . ^^ Then go home . Byebye . Dah arrived school , went 533 with dorg2 luhs . Met Dudu . Bebual jap then belik barang then balik . Well , not so fun today . The fun part is just (...insert sentences...) . Teehees . ^^ Happy happy sangat sangat the ok ok . Ok , random . Tomorrow going An birthday party .

Oh boyf , you're so pathetic . =/

♥ cookie monstar !

Hmm , this Indon guy I met added me up in friendster . We got to know each other during my Karimun trip to their school . Okay uh , buleyh tahan cute . Haha , kk . Whatever . I dont go for Mat Indons or Mat Malaysia . Setia pade Mat Singapore . ^^ Hehs . Well , me and boyf dah jarang contact . Mesti salah satu busy . Hmpft . I really think he did it . He kept wearing t-shirt in his school uniform nowadays . He hates it . But now , he does .

Adoiiii boyf , if you want to berdegil , then go ahead . Im fine with it . That doesnt mean I slalu diam means I anything go erk . I have feelings too . Eeeeeeeee ! Aacha muntah ! Ok , whatever . Back to what im saying . Pfft , idk what else to do . I just dont feel like how I use to last time . Feelings fade ? Idk .. I dont wanna hurt you . But you're hurting me .

Well , im like hating this sec 2 biatch by the name of Shidah . Hmpft , baru sec 2 . Tsk tsk . This Shidah kan , if there's friends around her , she would stare me and Lyn up to down . When she's alone kan , tundok bawah tengok pepet jer . -.- Nonsense . So , after school walked pass Vista . Ternampak dierh . Stare stare . Aku pon stare balek . Pffft . I stick out my middle finger and gave her a annoying look . Like this , *annoying look* . xp

Let me describe her ; Jambuuuu gilerh macam babi . Leher macam Giraffe . Mate cute macam Panda ngah saket kuat . Rambot cute macam bulu pepek . -.- Nak kenal2 ? Buleyhhhhh . Ask me okeh ? Nyahahas ! ;D

♥ your one and only daisy girl .

Cookieee-whore misses Cookieee-monster .

Didnt went to school today . Obviously sick + lazy .. I was caught under the rain yesterday and it leads to having a fever . Hmm , im curious about boyf . Well , he was begging me several times wether he could do another tattoo on his chest . I didnt allow him to . And that day Hakim asked him , "Eh , aku dengar2 kau buat angkong .." . I was there . Boyf was giving this look to Hakim then Hakim kept his mouth shut . I think boyf's hiding it from me . Well , if he really did it , I guess ... Pfft , idk uh . But boyf , I just hate you lying to me ! Seriously . Hmm , whatever . Dont wanna talk about it . And to Syafiq Matthew Delonge ; Thank god you're okay . (: Get well soon aites and stop doing stupid dangerous activities ! Teehees . ^^

Humdrum much today ? Jyeahs . -.-

Oh cookieee-monster , that cookieee-whore is inlove with ya .

Well , plan going to the zoo was cancelled . Pfft . I knew it . Mum was sick . I miss going out with my family so much . Since mum and dad opened business , I rarely see them . They would always come back home late night , when im already asleep . Its been a long time we spend quality time togther . How much I miss the olden days where every Saturday and Sunday we would go out on a family outing together and got home late night .

Tomorrow's schooling , pfft . -.- Shitxxx . I havent done my reflections yet . Teacher kept nagging and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya . Well , I miss this Outta My Head (Ay ya ya) song , so I put it in my blog . Who cares its an old song . -.- I miss this song . I remembered dancing with --- during those drunk moments . Hees . ^^ Shhh , to those who knows .

Show me respect or ill show you to the door .