♥ RAWRRRRS ! DEEDI's MELTING !

Gahhhh . I swear he's hot . Nyahahas . K , ramai people came asking me , "Eh , you patched balek with Lufti ?" o.O Erm , nopeee . Hahs ! I was superb clumsy in the bus today . This guy saying he's gay is oh-so irritating . And my Rudeboy was like , "Puseng puseng . Hah !" Cause I kept turning round round round . That made me look clumsy and as the bus move , I would be grabbing someone hard as if there's earthquake . Giddy luh . Hah ! I seriously adore Nabil's smile . Hah ! Im so jealous he got that bby smile eventhough he's no more a bby . x)

Me ? I owe the babi smile . And the babi flu .
Bahahahahas ! Sumpah joking ~

Alahaiii , boyf #4 . :)

Exams was kinda easy . But cant be too sure that i'd pass with flying colours . After school Lufti send me home from school . And he wanted to pinjam my guitar . Got into the house , saw my parents . My dad soro Lufti naek . -.- I acted as if I heard nothing . Under the block ngah chatting2 skali my parents came down . They wanted to go pasar . Lufti salam-ed my parents . Andddddd my parents thought he's my boyf . No , no . Pfft .

RAWRRRRRR ! No mood . Cish .

Only Freddie Fred Fred and Isky knows why . ;'(
I feel like tearing out loud to the world .

You can talk all you want cause my skin is really thick

Yeah , shoutout mautsss . Lyn wrote in her shoutout that I was murahan and etc . Talk all you want okay . Im unstopable . Cheywahhhh . School was ok today . Hah ! Been a long time since I said that . Tomorrow exams ! RAWRRRR . English , I like . Hah ! Eh Nabil , my Rudeboy (friend) , serious or what you want to create a Super Dumbarse video ? Hah ! Cannot imagine eh . Lol . The way he ate his noodle macam sumpah sopan . Hah !

Got to meet Adek Naz in the morning . I swear I miss her . :) Long time since ive seen her . I wish I could spend time with her longer . I swear I love her . Miss her so freaking much . And Nolin dearest , why you upload the pics in your blog ? Think far bby , you may get yourself into trouble . Dont get into trouble please , oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee . Hees . :)

After lower sec recess , Nolin and friends were walking pass 3/9 .
Nolin (to Lyn) ; Eyyyh , pornstar ! Lonely keperh ?
Her friends ; Mama g-string ! Hah ! G-string puteh keperh ?
All ; Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pornstar ! :)
Lyn's face was like @#!$#%$ :( @#$@$% :'(((((
I swear I was laughing my arse out at the back of the class .

3rd boyf , Kyuhyunbbylv . ^^

You havent see Siwon yet . ♥.♥

Hah ! I know he's cute . K , im turning myself nuts . Haha . Just finished watching BOF . :) Kim Bum superb cute . Hah ! K , 4 boyf is enough . Aingggg . Haha . Im going out soon to Tampinese . My arse just wont move but im forced to . Pfft . I dont feel like taking exams . I dont care failing . World's going to be at end soon . You wont bring your education right when youre dead ? Cish . Just have to endure few years of bad life then , world enddddddd ~ Nyahahas .

Hah ! Faizal takot matiiiii ~
Me : Aku give up studies . Lagikpon dunie nak kiamat .
Faizal : Step tau bilerhhhh je . Cish .
Me : Predictions says around 2013 gituh . :)
Faizal : Mepek je . Dah , takmu bbl pasal ni ! Aku nak idop siuts .
Kau ni dah nak mati siang kenaper ? o.O

Die faster , less sins you create . :)

Second boyf , Donghaebbylv . ^^

~ Putting dick deeply in her bloody sickening throat ~

Me : Are you done cooking ? Im hungry already .

Maid : Kk , im done alreadyyyyyy . Tsk .
(I walked all the way to the kitchen , she was still cooking)
(Gave her a bloody fucking blur look o.O)
Maid : Im done but havent finished cooking yetttt .

Wtf ? What was that ? Done but havent finished . Nabeyh siak .
Sabar kau , aku takkan lepaskan kau nyerh . -.-

Current mood :

Now I know why . :)

Love's gonna be extinct in my world .

I aint sure wether you truly love me or not . I dont see you giving any sign that you are interested . I just hear words like "I love you ." but I dont believe it when you said that . Youre too busy . I know we're not together but youre giving me hopes . Is this all fake ? You'll send me home after school on Wednesday right ? 3 months waiting . Is it worth ? I kept asking this superbly pathetic question in my head . Hmm , worth it tak ?

Pfft , I miss you . But I feel like giving up .

I miss Shaquell and Olah . Hahs ! Im looking forward to meet them again . Alah , rumah dekat . Datang je uhs . Hahs ! Oh , I didnt do my E-learning . Great . I felt stupid . And I am stupid . I woke up around 12 and decided to do E-learning when I got to know its closed at 12 . Wtf kan ? What ? School think I can wake up early ? Wrong answer . Pfft . Told my mum , she laughed . Like as if it was sooo funny . I swear not . o.O

~ Boy , im no more fly .

♥ Oh , its Eunhyukbbylv . ^^

I want to run through a field full of flowers . Urgh , drama . -.-

RAWRRR . I just woke up . Pfftttttttt . O-O Im going to upload new photos soon . I dont have any new photos to upload here . So yeah , Eunhyuk nyerh gamba pon jadi uhs . Today's plan ; Bath , eat , watch TV , sleep , watch TV again , eat , continue watch TV , surf net and sleep . Thats how life is now . I spent most of the time watching TV . Boring kan ? I know . Thanks to probation , I cant go out anymore . Idk how long will this thing last . Pfft , pathetic . Doraemon and bbygirls wants me to come down AMK . I'd love to but tngk condition aku skrg . Hahs !

I waited for you 3 months and when I got you back , feelings fade ?

I remembered during my birthday , all plans were canceled so then I decided to buy some clothes at bugis . You tagged along . I remembered when you bought me a hugeee Mashi Maro bear . I still keep it . Its always watching me sleeping at the corner of the bed . Ill hug it tightly when im starting to miss you terribly . I miss going to the market with you . Hahs ! We were like husbands and wife . I swear I miss those moments . You changed , I changed . Everything is diffirent now .

Current mood :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRD BBY ! :D

3 years of friendship and still counting alright ? Love you bby .
And bby , imy truck lots . I only heard your voice today after few months !
Wish you luck in your studies ok ? And try Dipsy uhs . Ooops . :x
Nyahahas , jk only bby . K , love you birdy birdy bird bird !

So unfair . Aisyah , Shermaine and Bird's birthday have passed . Only me and Yenn bby . Hahs ! Im older then Yenn by 2 days ! Right ? Hahaha . They got their IC already and I know they're going to show off . Hahs ! Im notttt jealous . Well , abit . K , dont care . My leg hurts terribly . ;'( Tsk . Maybe I wont be going to school today . Sorry Sherry bby . My leg's terribly hurt . If it doesnt hurts anymore in the morning , then ill go to school alrighties ? Hees . :)

2:30pm - I got home early today . Got terrible stomach cramps . Pfft . I have to go to the doctor today . But lazy . Lets make it tomorrow alright ? Hees . K , I need company . And yay , tomorrow no-school . *jumps around* Pfft , I dont feel like taking exams .

Current mood :

♥ Psst , I know you like me . (:

Ohwells , went to school late but ended up later . Hees . It was 9am already and I thought PE was finishing soon . I checked the timetable , wtf , PE was the third period ! :O Got bored called Faiz and Badiu down . So yeah , they teman-ed me untill it was going 11am . Got in the school , wrote reflections etc and got back to class . It killed time . It was already recess . Hees . I told my mum and she was like , "Padan mukerh kau !" Hah ! And Rohaizat gave a o.O look when I said , "Omg ! :O Huy looks hot with his spectacles off !" -.- Just praising someone also cannot uh ? Hah !

He send me home again after school . Got a hug and a kiss . (: Idk why I was having no mood . Well , we both agreed on being teman . Tapi mesra . (: I love my ttm lots . And he asked about Eunhyuk . Nyahahas !

Im going to school tomorrow .

But , ill be coming in late . Around 9+ cause there's PE for first period . And Mr Hu dont want to accept anymore reason from me . -.- Pathetic siak . So , thats the only solution . Hees . I love my mum . Cause she's helping me out with the coming in late thing . And tomorrow maybe someone will be sending me home . :) K , I read Sherry's blog . Hahs , love bird ? Lol . And he walks macam matrep because he injured his leg lah syg . Haahaha . K , losing Lyn as a friend wasnt that bad afterall . I swear , its better if me and her were not friends . Ive got much more true friends behind my back . One real good example , Sherry bby . :)

Current mood :

♥ Eunhyukbbylv ! ^^

You should watch my bbylv ! Hahs ! K , im going nuts already . Eunhyuk's the one that did the first Power Dance . ^^ Hot siulx . Watch . K , go ! :)

Eyh people , cant you just let me dream ?

Gahhh , Eunhyuk will forever be my bbylv . Hahs ! I cant sleep . O-O I cant skip school anymore . I guess I have to do it the drama way . Hmm , sick bay . Yeah . Lets pretend im sick alright ? So I can sleep other then studying . Hees . And aye , Badiu ! Thanks erk . Hahs . op . Appreciate whats happening now . I wished I could hug him longer . K , stop stop stopI swear youre being the most irritating arse . I cant even post my blog with peace . He kept nudging me and sending me winks of a lady laughing like a witch . It creeps me out .

Well , when he told me he's gonna move out , I cried in my heart . When I was with him , I kept asking , "Are we going to meet again?" , "What are we ? Friends ?" . K , pathetic . St .

Eunhyuk/Sherry bbylv ! ^^

If you seek Amy . (:

School today wasnt that great . Had a big fought in the toilet . K , not big . Just that the crowds were big . Even there were boys . Sewel wanted to talk to me . He asked why am I not in good terms with Lyn . Speaking of the bitch , she came . She gave me a bloody annoying stare . Here's what happen after that ..

Deedi (to Sewel and Joker) : Speaking of the sundal , ni dierh datang .
Lyn : (gave me an annoying look) Eh , what I did siak ?
Deedi : Youre asking me ? Wtf , ask yourself .
You told everyone im a loose bitch ? And what , im a good service bitch ?
Lyn : Eh , sumpah tak . (and gave me a hard push)
Deedi : Sial uh , aku takderh tolak kau , kau jgn nak tolak aku !
Kau kan minah rep , sini uhs . Butoh .
(i wanted to give a hard slap and a hard kick then the crowds were such a disturbance)
And your bloody obscene pics , its spreading . :)
And Badiu is going to give your family a visit and show your dad the pic .

Hah ! After I said to her about her pictures , mukerh dierh cuak siak . Teros lari masok toilet . Nyahahas . After that went back to class and guess what , she dont even there to give a glance on me . And during recess Nabil was getting ready . Hah ! Siao . Then after school , met dearest at 7/11 and he sent me home . Aww , just like last time . I swear I miss him . And oh , his leg is injured . Go doctor , fool ! I care ok . :)

Current mood :

Hello humanoids . :)

Im feeling super duper happy that Acha got a laptop for herself . At first , she was showing one freaking attitude cause she says its small . -.- After few hour , she fell in love with it . Pfft , pathetic . Im happy cause I got the computer ! I mean I can throw away all her stupid folders and conquer the computer . Huahua . And mum says if I become a goodgirl , she would also buy for me one . So you see , the only thing im wishing for now is become a goodgirl . Nyahahas . And oh , also last long with boyf ! ^^ Yay , tomorrow im getting back to school . Weeeh .

Sherry bby , tomorrow macam biaserh . But kalau I lambat , you tunggu please . Hees . :) Eunhyuk's cute lah kkkkk . Hahs ! Yeah , you , me , different taste . Love you !

Current mood :
Oh , my dearest will be sending me home tomorrow . Hees . I miss you . :)

Ssshhh , secret . Takmu blg saperh2 ok ? Hahs !

I love my boyf sooooo much . :) Hmm , just finished otp with Lufti few minutes ago . He killed my boredom . If youre reading this , thanks . Haha . Weeeeeh , joget uh joget . Hees . Im going out tommorow . To buy Acha's lappy . Pfft , beyh aku takderh ? o.O Zzzzz . I swear , I need the toilet . But one problem ; there's a huge lizard in my bathroom ! WTF . I know . Where should I pee ? Lol , ill pee tomorrow . -.- I swear I feel pathetic . Pfft . Oyah , now then I got the photos during my Malacca trip months ago ! Thanks Nina . -.-

To Sherry . I swear , I have got no feelings for Dan . He says he wants me to be his bestie . I said , "Anything but not more ." I wont betray my own bestie . I swear . Idk why im featured first in his fs profile . Do you see me featuring him back ? No right ? Please , not another misunderstanding . Ive promised myself already that I wont have any feelings for Dan . And ive kept that promise for a long time . I swear ive never had feelings for Dan . And I swear I only love Sherry . And oooooh , oh . Eunhykbbylv too . ^^

Sherry bby , ily truck lots . Here are the pictures . :)))

meet Eunhyuk's Little Nyonya . :)

♥ Meet my bbylove , Eunhyuk . ^^

Gahhhhhhhh ! Pissed !

Mum's being ridiculous ! She's pissed with me cause I banged Haiza head on the window grill . Its not pain luh . Cumerh tu sundal melebeh2 jerh . -.- And mum says she wants to brenti kan my school . Alurhhh , rilek . Mum always bebual belit2 . Weeeeh , Hani and the rest is coming over ! :) Achik , deedi sorry tak dapat jumpe korg kat Tamp . Actually deedi nak giy Tamp niari but last minute plan cancel uhs . Next week k ? :) Hmpft , I think I want to get married with a Korean dude . I swear Korean dudes are super ubber hotheat like woooh . Hahs ! K , no more pissed . I love my boyf , Eunhyuk . :) He's non-malay . Still , ily bby . Last forever alright ?

And to Sherry dearest and Golly dearest , please dont fight due to misunderstandings matter . Sherry , I dont mind what people call me . Dont take it seriously cause its just the way Golly talks normally . Dont fight alright ? Both of you guys are my friend . :) And about recess , hmm , dont worry Sherry bby . Ill spend time with you and your girlfs alright ? Take turns is the best idea . :D Hees . Peace no war alright ?

Current mood :
I love my boyf ! *jumps around* ^^

Another sleepless night .

Currently chatting with Firdaus . Thanks for entertaining my crap . Haha . Mum says im getting back to school next week . Weeeeeeeh . *celebrates* And Nabil says alot of peeps missed me and during recess , the table seems to be so empty without me . Haha , no worries . I'll fill up that space soon . :D And get your kicking position ready aites if you see "youknowho" ? Haha . Shhhhhhh . I miss Lup . Im trying hard to regard him as a friend , not more . I should not get hopeful . Friends je k ? K , best . -.- Awwwww , Yenn bby teared up during sports day when suddenly Shermaine talked about me . Aisyah bby told me that now they noticed how quiete it would be without me in Mayflower .

I swear I miss my MFbbys . Bird's birthday coming soon ! ^^
Sherry , imy ! :))))))))))

♥ I want to ride a horse again ! :)

It's been almost a week ive been absent from school . Idk when I can get back to school . Next week maybe ? Pfft . Koko Cynonet , where have you been ? Well , we're like strangers now . Im so sorry . Remember what we've promised ? Well , I guess I broke that promise . Really am so sorry . I just cant move on . Hmpft . Saturdayyy , quick quick ! Hees . Sherry dearest , how am I going to contact you when your pp8's low ? Imy bby . :)

Current mood :
Aderh chance tak ? xp

I cant sleeeeeeeeeeeep . Eventhough im feeling tired .
*YAWNNNNNNNNNS*

Currently chatting with Badiu and Faiz's sister . Ive seen the pictures already and omg ! She's a pornstarrrr ! (open mouth widely) Nyahahas . Let's go evil bby . And Golly , I dont get you . Who says youre my arse ? K , whatever . To Sherry , im so freaking touched reading your blog . The picture youve edited , its so sweet . Thank you so much . Youre the greatest bestfriend . I love you soooo much sweets . :) I believe , youre the only person I can rely on to now . Bestie forever . I understand you , you understand me .

And Acha sister , good luck in new school . ;)
(I cant believe im writing something good to her !)

Pathetic siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

Otp-ed with Lup few hours ago . He said he heard from rumours that I wanted to patch back with him and I was heartbroken when I got to know he has a girlf . I denied hardly . Well , kinda true . Not the patch part ! The word patch should be replaced with , miss . I said I missed him terribly . Not patch luh kan . It was g-great talking to him . Let's not wish for more right . Im very thankful that I got him back . As a friend . Thats ok already . :) Kawan pon , I still love him . No matter how stupid or selfish he is , I still love him like how I do last time .

Current mood :

Satu stengahhhhhhh . Pfft . :)

Idk why I felt soooo scared and at the same time , happy . Like watching fireworks . K , merepek . Later on , Lufti will be coming over . :) Just to pass back my wallet from Shasha . -.- Wallet jer ? K , diam . Haha . Idk why I felt soooo happy whenever I heard his voice through the phone . No worries . He's not interested in blog . So , that means he wont read whatever ive wrote about him . Nyahahas . I guess with you is where I rather be . :) 3 months have passed after we broke up . But still , my feelings for you were the same . I still love you .

Jap jap , I love him . Jap jap , I hate him . Takmu heran k ? Haha .

2:00pm : Lufti just lefttttttttttttttttt ! Why so kejap ? :(
Hahahahahaha . Imhsm ! Pfft . He changed sak ! :D No more white .
He got tanned . Hahaha . Guess what he said , "Pape nanti call uhs :)"

I swear im fucking pissed .

Eyy , Roslyn . Aku tau uhs kau happy kan dapat credit dari Achik sumer nan kakak aku yg kau ni baek uhs , tolong carik aku bilerh aku lari kan ? Puki uh sial . Aku pissed gilerh babi nan kau erk .. Kau buat baek pon pasal aperh ? Kau takot . Kau dulu dah fuck aku kan . Skrg aku nyerh turn fuck kau atas bawah . Tau asal Lyn buat baek ? Dierh takot that aku akan spread gambar obscene dierh kat org . And kau takot Beng dtg rumah kau tunjok bapak kau tu gambar . Kan ? Kan ? Kanina uhs . Takyah nak buat baek . Kau bilang org aperh ? Aku service bagos . Manerh kau tau ? Kau dah jatohkan maruah aku . Kau pike aku senang2 nak let go perh ? Aku dah bnyk tolong kau , kau maen blakang aku . Aku sumpah aku akan kasi idop kau miserable .

And2 before any misunderstandings , I was with Dan because it was such a coinsidence that he was there . He told me to keep it low . That's why I didnt tell Sherry . My fault , I know . And I didnt know that all the while I was with Sherry's boyf , Dan . If I knew , I swear , this wouldnt have happen . And I was with Dan for awhile only . The rest I was with Shasha and Alep Chuckie .

:)

Hello Earthlings .

Im back . No worries . I just want to say ty , ty , ty to this few bunch of people . Sherry , Shasha , Alep Chuckie and Lufti . Yeah , Lufti . I seriously cant believe it that you still care . Well to that person , youre just pathetic . Pfft . Im doing great and im not going to quit school . I'll be back in few days . Sherry bestie , im so so so sorry for what ive did . Nobody made any promise . And its not that I didnt trust you . I swear , I do . But you know the reason why right ? I seriously hope that you would forgive me . ;'( Im so sorry . Blame me for all your sleepless night . Im so stupid , I know . Hmpft .

I still want you . :(

♥ Youre my Mr. Pathetic . :)

Im super duper bored ! I have to post again since ive ran out of things to do . I'll be going out later . Om is going to minang Mami Fidah . Weeheee . I want Mami to kahwen Om cepat cepat . Nyahahas . K , whatever . To that mister who lives in Yew Tee . Alurh , Mr . Pathetic luh kan . Takmu marah eh with the "pathetic" . Its cute . Well , he says he has the same looks as Zac Effron ? Hahaha . Yelurh , you do luh . Sumpah samerh . Nyahahas . I bet he's still sleeping . :) Kk , shhhhhhh . Haha , imy !

:D

Dear Roslynku Dwi Medina ,

I thought you were my bestfriend . Eventhough you've backstabbed me once , I still regard you as a friend . But then , you did it again . It hurts so much when you , as a bestfriend , did this to me . So , it's been twice already that you've backstabbed me . First , it was Badiu . You desperately needed help to get away from Badiu . I helped . I told Badiu lies and I told you , "If you dont like Badiu , just tell him straight to the point . You dont have to run . It's not going to end ." You said you were going to do it soon , but nothing came out of your mouth when you were with him . I keep on helping you . In the end when things go haywire , you told Badiu I gave you instructions on what to do , I asked you to run away from Badiu and asking you to leave him . It sounds like im the bitch who wants Badiu . -.- But you didnt say you were the one who wanted the help . I got the bad reputation by helping you . I dont mind at all . Cause I still regard you as a friend .

Now Danial , I dont have to tell you guys the story . Its totally the same . Aku kene maki up down nan Dan . Kau puas hati ? Padehal aku sekadar tolong kau pasal kau rayu2 mintak tolong aku . Then in the end , same uh cite macam Badiu . Thank god Dan is understanding . I told him EVERYTHING . Yeah . You really pissed me off , Lyn . You like backstabbing dont you ? Do you like this thing call frontstabbing ? You dont know ? Oh well , im going to have to show you how frontstabbing goes . You made me do it . Dont regard me as your friend , bitch . Im no more your friend . What goes around , comes around . :)

Not as fly as I thought . -.- Nabeyh .

Today was super ultimately sway . Pfft . First thing first , last period , I got a message from someone saying he wants me back eventhough he already have a girlf . Of course I felt seriously hurt and pissed . I cried out badly . I cant hold on the tears long . Thanks to my friends whom console me till I started smiling back . (: After that went Tekong . Sway sungguh , HSA came and I was fined $30 for possesion of ciggs . Pfft . Pathetic . Thanks Achik for all the k-siaos idea you had given . Nyahahas . Jumperh Saturday alright ? Korg sumer takmu lambat . Lambat aku go dulu uh siulx . Hahaha . Ok , I shouldnt be happy . -.- I had a great time talking to Adek Naz . She cheered me up too . And Ilham was seriously being irritating . I was being super sacarstic/bad towards him . Tomorrow's maths test . Tak buleyh jadi lagik pathetic keperh ?

Fuck today .

IM SO FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY (!)
^^

K , this post sumpah random . I nak tido ok ? Besok/Today I post untok kasi you bbys bacerh alright ? Gahhhhhhhhhhhh , k luhs . Mwahmwahmwah ! -.-
& I akan upload new photos soon k ?

♥ If only you knew how much I miss you .

I cant sleep . Cause I slept from around 5 - 9pm . My eyes are wideeeee open . Pfft . Tomorrow pagi meeting Sherry sweets . :) And also Lyn sayang . Then after school teman Lyn giy Lavender . -.- That sooo boring place . Pfft . After that maybe going Ubi . Idk for what . Haha . Mendak siulx . Changed blogskin again . Due to boredness . Didnt logged in fs today . Lazy . Idk how Bompipit's doing . I hope he's doing fine . :)

Ey , Muhd Lufti Bin Latif , *sticks out middle finger* !
I swear I hate you . Eventhough we had histories together ,
fuck . Sungguh menyesal giy nan kau . :)

Pffttttttt .

Im having mood swings lately . Menses ? Nah , baru lepas . Pfft . Cabot skola again today . -.- Mum was seriously a greatgreat supporter . :D Love you manymany . Woke up , siap-siap , went Johor to go buy Acha barang skola . If not Mum would want to buy an Everlast school bag and Everlast school shoes for me as mine is torn . But she didnt bring enough money . How pathetic . She promised she would buy me in few days time . Ok , best *thumbs up* . I wont cabot skola again tomorrow . Hees . I miss that someone . :)

So , didnt went out today .

Weather was pouring shit and nobody's free . Except for that mister whom lives in Yew Tee . Nyahahas . Watch HSM 3 from tady perh boy . Nyahahas . Im feeling super super ubber bored . Sherry , im thankful I have you as a friend . Thanks for the listening ear and thanks for the advice . I appreciate it soooo much . (: Should I just wait for him ? Or move on ? Its easy to say move on . But it's not as easy as it sounds . I received a scolding from Ali . Saying I should move on and dont reply to his msgs . Try being in my shoe , Ali . I dont think you even could do it as easy as you say . Pfft . Only Sherry understands why I love him so much . I dont think im in love . I think im having a crush . But I dont want to fall in love . Im afraid of love .

Pfft , anybody want to go out with me ?

I have no plans for today . -.- Town or etc ? Saperh2 nak kua picet uhs . Mendak siulx kat rumah . If it wasnt for my dad yesterday , I would have met Koko Cynonet already . Hees . But sorry uh , got plans uh yesterday . Ill try asking Doraemon out later . Dierh lagik . :x Nyahahas . Dad was being ubber nice yesterday . He plugged off the internet wire and took the phone away . -.- Thought of going online as I couldnt sleep cause I just woke up . Nyahahas . Sekali internet takderh . Its ok . Thought of otp . With anyone I know . Phone takderh . I hope he dont repeat his mistakes tonight sudah . Pfft .

I really think I should move on . He's not worth it . He's such a pathetic arse who hurts people heart . Why am i so not over you ? Deedi , get over him ! Get over , get over , get over it ! Pfft . Some people says I need to get someone new to help mend my heart . What macam Ahmed ? Ilham ? Ish , they bought much more miseries . I dont want another boyf . Let's just have fun in life and fuck loves alright ? K , best .

I was tagged to do a quiz by Furregamo . :) K , best .

1. Full Name => Siti Hadeejah Bte Abdul Rahman .
2. Nicknames => Deedidaisy .
3. Birth place => Kandang Kerbau Hospital .
4. Hair color => Dark Brown .
5. Natural hair style => Center parting . Nyahahas , jk .
6. Eye Color => Dark brown .
7. Birthday => 4th December 1994 ! :)
8. Favourite Country => Korea , United States ?
9. Favorite color => Greennnnnnnnnnnnn .
10. One place you'd like to visit => Korea , Japan , Paris ? :)

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love?
Erm , jyeahs ? o.O

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah , i do .

3. Do you currently have a crush?
Nooooooo .

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
Yeah .

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Erm , jyeahs ?

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah , it still hurts . Awwwww . xp

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Oh , yeassss .

8. Are you afraid of commitment?
What for ?

9. Who was the last person you hugged?
Muhammad Ar'rahimi ! :D

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
Roslynku Dwi Medina .


TEN THIS OR THAT.

1. Love or lust?
Love . <3

2. Hard liquor or beer?
Hard liquor .

3. Cats or dogs?
None please .

4. A few best friends or any regular friends?
Both is great .

5. Creamy or Crunchy?
Creamy .

6. Pencil or Pen?
Pencil .

7. Wild night out or romantic night in?
Wild night out .

8. Money or Happiness?
Money cause it brings happiness .

9. Night or day?
Night .

10. IM or phone?
Phone .

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out?
Erm , yeah .

2. Seen a polar bear?
Books , tv .

3. Done something you regret?
Yes , honestly .

4. Bungee jumped?
Nope . ;'(

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor?
Yeah , at home .

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?
No idea .

7. Been caught naked?
Nooooo . o.O

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
Yeah , i do .

9. Cried because you lost a pet ?
I don't have any pet .

10. Wanted to disappear?
Sometimes .


TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes?
Smile . :D

2. Light or dark hair?
Both .

3. Hugs or kisses?
Both .

4. Shorter or taller?
Taller , duh .

5. Intelligence or attraction?
Both ?

6. Topman or Zara?
Topmannnnnnnnnnnn !

7. Funny or serious?
Both .

8. Older or Younger?
Older .

9. Outgoing or quiet?
Outgoing .

10. Sweet or Bad ?
Sweet .

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd?
Yeah . :D

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour?
Duh-uhhhhh .

3. Ever tried walking on your hands?
Nope . -.-

4. Ever been to a rock concert?
Nope .

5. Ever been on a cheer leading team?
Nope .

6. Ever been on a dance team?
No .

7. Ever been on a sports team?
No .

8. Ever been in a drama play/production?
Nooooo .

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?
Mercedes Benz . x)

10. Ever been in a rap video?
No .

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made?
Roslynku Dwi Medina , minutes ago .

2. Last person you hugged?
Muhammad Ar'rahimi . :D

3. Last person you hung out with?
Doraemonnnnnn !

4. Last time you worked?
Last two years? Worked at school LOL

5.Last person you talked to?
My maid .

6. Last person you IM'd?
Nobody .

7. Last person you texted?
Koko Cynonet ?

8.Last person(s) you went to the movies with?
Dan , Lyn and Ahmed .

9. Last Person Who called you?
Yenny Goh Yenyen .

10. Last website visited?
facebook .


Ten person to do this
1. Acha .
2. Cursed .
3. Adek Naz .
4. Nicahh Lee .
5. Shassy .
6. Sherry .
7. Aisyah .
8. Fred .
9. Mimi .
10. No idea ?

The person who tagged you.
Furregamo ! :)

2. Your relationship with her/him.
Schoolmates .

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him.
Friendly , sweet , cute , funny and cheerful .

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you
Ermmm , dont know ? xp

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you.
Nyahahas , no idea .

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on.
I guess nothing . But i dont go with girls . xp

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will.
Dont know . Guess that wont happen . :)

8. What is the thing you want to tell him/her now.
Thanks for the quiz . :D

9. Your overall impression of him/her.
Friendly (:

10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you?
Same as how i think about her ?

11. The character you love about yourself is.
Dont know ?

12.The character you hate about yourself is.
Im always having mood swings .

13. The most ideal person you want to be.
Idkkkkkkk .

14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them.
*waves* Thank you , thank you . Love you manymany . :D

Gahhhhhh , im stuck at home .

Not really . Nyahahas . Met Doraemon just now . He changed . We talked about peeps in Mayflower . Makes me miss them much . K , whatever . I see , someone's deck patah tige . Pfft , pathetic . I dont really know what to say you see . Hmm , yeah . My mum got into an accident . Two of her little fingers patah . Aww , mum . I really wished you would get well soon . :)

How would I know you're telling the truth ?

Pfft , first thing first . Ive changed my blogskin . The post doesnt states the date and time . Well , today's 1st April and yeah , its 10.35pm . Now , back to the story . Luftie msged me . He asked how I was doing . Then tataw pasal aperh we talked about our pass . He says he regret luhs . This luh that luh . Should I trust him ? I still love him . Seriously . I just acted as if I dont . I told him then that im not how I used to be . Setia , whatsoever and stuffs . He was shocked . And he wants me to change . All about me including drinking and smoking . But when I asked him to , he says he cant . Then I say , "If you want me to change , I would do it if only you could change too ." True and fair right ? Pfft .. I still love him and im missing him . I still remember when he terpelecok bilerh nak cross road . Haha . I really miss being with you . He apologised , regret , whats next ?

Muhd Lufti Bin Latif , your name will forever be in my heart .

♥ I still Love you .

Cabot skola . Lazy . Hmpft . I had a great time talking to my Peter Parker/Bute/Poker . Nyahahas . He sings while playing the guitar . And oh , I swear I like his voice . :) He says he wants to date me after exams . June holidays maybe ? Its a date like friend and friend date . Get that ? Nyahahas . Today's Fikri birthday . Happy Birthday ! Sorry I cabot skola and didnt get the chance to bash you ! Hees . ^^ Besok maseh aderh .

Nak klua ke tak nak ?
My ass says I should stay home .
I forgot , today April fool . Fikri was first to fool me . -.-